I hear you screaming
I see the rage in your eyes
But I don't understand you
I don't understand why you take it out on me
I'm not perfect
I never said I was
But why is everyting my fault
Why do you blame it all on me
I can see it in your eyes
The resentment you have for me
But you gave birth to me
And now I try my best
But it can never be good enough
No matter what I do it's always wrong
So I've finally given up
I just can't take it anymore
I can't take the yelling
I can't take the unwarranted blame
You don't understand me
You've never made an effort to
You just think and believe that I'm useless
No matter how much or how little I do
I'm always just as useless
You always find something wrong with my work
And I just don't get it
I try so hard
And everytime it fails your standard
So I give up
I stop doing anything
I ignore you
I don't listen to your yelling anymore
I can't
Emotionally I can't take it
So I block you out
I make you disappear from my mind
And now you only exist when I want you to
Not when you want to. |
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