You stare into my eyes
Looking deeply
Searching for something
But there's nothing there
I stare back blankly
Looking at nothing
Just looking straight ahead
You try to get my attention
You snap your fingers, clap your hands
But I continue to stare at nothing
I just look ahead blankly
I have no facial expression
No sense of emotion
No sense of feeling
I feel nothing
I think nothing
My mind is gone
It was destroyed
It was over powered
Taken away from me
And now it's gone
It doesn't exist
I just lay there
Staring blankly from my hospital bed
I can't see you
I don't know who you are
I can't figure out what you're saying
You poke me
You prod me
You take tests on me all day long
I'm in a comotose state
I have been for almost a year
Because one year ago I decided to have fun
I decided to experiment with drugs
And now look where I am
Lieing in a hospital bed with no mind
No friends
No life
And all because of my decision to try drugs once.
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