I don't know what I am going to say to you tomorrow. How does one find the correct words?... To say to someone they haven't heard from in 4 years? How do you talk to a complete stranger?... That doesn't want you, anymore?
Well, I don't want to talk to you. I don't want to visit you. I don't want any of this. My life is fine without you.
As much as I would like to, I can't hang up on you. I might miss your explanation... as to why you weren't in my life to begin with. Maybe, I might miss you telling me how much you care.
I don't think you do. I don't need to know what a 'daddy' is. I don't need you in my life.
I have lived without you for 15 fucking years.
What makes you think I want to hear from you, now? What makes you think I can't live without you, now? |
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