and i can't breathe when you look at me the depths of your beauty remain a mystery yet to you, i am still nonexistent i will always be - that's my luck. what have we all become? your reluctent smile fades and i am pushed away everything i have worked for has slipped through my fingers it's lost in the back of my mind and one day, i will forget you and you will see me within a new light --- and i will just pass you by. pass you by as if you weren't ever here and i'm so sick... so sick of these people, that think they know me. that think they can control me. you want to hate me - but you can't, because you're too nice. too nice, and that's all you'll ever be. never going to stand up for yourself, and let yourself be heard. and that's such a shame... such a waste. let it go, let it slide. 'cuz you're such a beautiful mistake there there, child. your mother has returned from the other side of the moon. broken down, and distorted. let me die now, let me go. let me fall back into my dream.. |
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