| you know... i believe that it's time for a change, i am awakened now, because it has been brought to my attention, i can feel it, rushing through my veins, so perhaps... perhaps i am the one who changed... i guess i know what youre talking about now... because sometimes things seem so negetive, so strange and unheard of, that i can't even describe, and other times, i look out my window, something so simple, and it gives me so much pleasure, to see everything so peaceful, calm, it's beautiful... and i escape for a moment... and you know... maybe that moment isn't even reality, maybe it's all a joke, because sometimes it's like, i'm the only one who can see that beauty, but in all the other moments of the days, i'm lost and miserable, hopeless and forgotten, and you know... sometimes i feel like i just fucking hate you, because you can't even joke around with me anymore, because it's some challenge to you to have me here, and to look into my eyes for one simple, simple moment, to tell me that you love me... you know, maybe you're the one that needs to change, or maybe we're both just fucked, in just about every aspect of that word, but i feel that it's time for something, maybe a change... but then again, maybe it's just me... |
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