my head is caving in, my skin is cold, my eyes are black, i am consumed, rotten with disbelief, i can't breathe, i can't move, i can't, i can't, she speaks to me, with the sweetest voice, everything stands still, everything disappears, except for the pain, its just the pain, that i cant get over, these dreams, that taunt, the pale skin, the pale nude skin, that dissolves me, everything that is evil, pushing, pulling, holding, letting go, vicious cycle, over, and over and over again, hating, hurting, painful mess, that cannot be erased, cannot be washed away, forever tatooed under my eyelids, bruised, blood, black, blue, purple, green, red, the prettiest colors i shall ever see, inside me, inside, inside... consumed, consumed, im here, forever, because she will not, not let go, she is hurting, like myself, i can tell, i can feel, i know, i wish, i could, wash it all away, rain, falling, crying, crying, consuming, consumed, consumer, chipped black nail polish, the smell of dirt, white skin, covered face with black hair, gold eyes, that screamed, and all i wanted, was to wash it away, the consumption
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