i remember yesterday
i saw your face
and i told you to
shut your eyes
and that you'd be set free
but for some reason
it wasn't the same
something is gone that
never even used to be there
i can't seem to let
the words escape
with the hot air lingering
i know it will never be
but there will always
be a place inside
where you will
stay with me
inside, forever and always
i found myself today
away from everything
as i fall, i fall
deeper into you
i look into nothing
you look into everything
everything that i am
everything that i'll be
and i believe
when you saw my face
and when you told me
to close my eyes
i know now
in this dream i will escape
but i'm lost in my fears
my tears, never to be
and the one
shows their face again
the light blinds me and
holds me at the same
i can feel it coming
i can feel it
as i fall apart
from everything
that i used to be
and its the rage inside
that keeps my soul alive
its the only thing
that keeps me going
the only thing
that lets me get
through this day
and you're slipping away
you're slipping away
and i'm letting go
but what do i do
when you reach for me
i shall turn
look away, never return
you always pushed me
pushed me out so far
nothing feels right
because everything
inside is wrong
i can't feel it, i can't
i can't breathe
its something i cant change
something i can't rearrange
because the dream
the dream is now
a nightmare
and i'm the victim
i'm the victim like always
the darkness surrounds
this is the end i suppose
they all, smile with their lips painted
painted in your blood from inside
i can feel you all the time
inside me, inside
theres a place
that used to be
where i had everything
you were mine
and i was yours
and he was his
and she was hers
and the farmiliar smile
puts me asleep inside
asleep... forever |
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