i'm so incredibly pissed off i can't even breathe my face is soaked with tears tears that saturate my pillow i feel so disgusting so... so many things that i can't even explain i just know that i want to say goodbye i want to say goodbye say fuck it all and just let go and fucking fall fall until i hit the ground and i hit it, i hit it without making any sound only because you aren't listening and as you stare at me, tears glistening does it come to you do you realize that you never were listening, and never will? or are you still? still lost in that little head of yours don't worry honey, its already been torn ripped apart, ripped flesh go ahead, eat it up, its fresh its back up, my brick wall and out of this all i want to say goodbye i just know that i want to say goodbye say fuck it all and let go and just fucking fall you let go of my hands don't worry, no one understands no one will.. it's ok it's happened everyday every fucking day of my life our last strife cause its time for me to let go, after this climb its time for me to say goodbye goodbye i want to say goodbye fuck it all (fuck it all) goodbye (goodbye) fuck it all (fuck it all) ...goodbye
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