I closed my eyes
Shivering, I opened them again.
I looked at my arm
Covered in goosebumps
I looked at my torn shoes
And sighed.
Caressing my arm, I winced and a tear splashed onto the floor.
I leaned back
Looking at the ceiling
Trying to find something
Something better
Something stronger
Something I could relate to
Buy my eyes clouded from my tears
I rolled over and clutched my stuffed bear.
I held him. I held him so tight and cried furiously.
I kissed him and punched the wall.
Tears falling down like nothing now and as I endlessly tried to wipe them off my already-drenched face.
My face burned with disgust.
Disgust all around me.
I held my bear and sat there for a few minutes.
Crying
Until my face was numb
And then it was all over.
It was all over
Because I had everything to worry about, but no reason to care... |
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