I’ve fallen short on the plans I had
It seems I’ve fallen short on everything
It’s strange to be who you don’t want to be
And do things that you would never once even dream
I’m ashamed at myself for being this way
My childhood self would smack me in the face
I sometimes even want to kill myself
For doing things like that in the first place
It never would’ve crossed my mind
If things hadn’t been the way they used to be
Now I’m stuck with a horrible title
A being the family tragedy
If my grandparents ever knew this side
They would fall over in disgust and shame
I now hate myself and my decisions
For causing my family this much pain!
... I'm sorry |
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