It’s hard to not look back When someone is calling out your name It’s hard to not feel guilty When you have yourself to blame It’s hard to not shed a tear When you have lost everything that you have got It’s hard to not stay icy cool When the sun is blazing hot It’s hard to not stay quiet When the world is silent and still It’s hard to not struggle When you are held against your will It’s hard to not surprise someone When you show up unexpected It’s hard not to break down and cry When you alone Are not accepted It’s hard to not hate others When you are completely despised In this world It’s hard to not be gender racist When you’re playing “Boys against the girls” It’s hard to pay attention When you’re being bothered By somebody on your side It’s hard to not come out and confess When you ran away to hide It’s hard to not judge someone When they are different from yourself It’s hard to maintain a relationship When you are flirting with someone else It’s hard to not feel lonely When no one else is around It’s hard to not look up When the world is crashing down It’s hard to be brutally honest When the truth is hidden inside It’s hard to be someone else When you are different inside your mind It’s hard not to lose faithfulness When you’re racing against time It’s hard to let others know That it is really hard sometimes (this is probably my new favorite poem)
Copyright 2002 Dark Poet 13–John Andrew Fowler |
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