I am in a constant battle
To familiar myself
With this so called world
I am either getting
A cold shoulder
All the time constantly
Or more than one guy
Wants me as their girl
Its a fight and I get confused
Wondering what it is
That I should do
And sometimes I feel
In all honesty
That I should give up
On a so called love
That could be true
Every time I put myself
In there
I wind up getting hurt
Its like they either
Have something better to do
Or they would love to
See me get something
I really don't deserve
And I don't known truthfully
What it is that makes
Them think
Do they even use their head
Or is everything in there
Just blank
And I am constantly
Trying to fight
With each and every thing
That comes my way
And sometimes I don't know
Just what it is
That makes me feel ok
And I know sometimes
That I may not always
Win every battle
But I am willing to try
And win the war
And I am going to continue
To struggle harder
Because thats what
My life is for!
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