Its difficult to sit here
And remember
When all I can do is
Look at this picture
The days go on slower now
That you have gone
I didn't see it coming
I wasn't in any way prepared
And anyways how could I
Why would I
You were so young
The songs we called ours
Constantly play in my head
And now I can stop thinking
Why can't I too be dead
There is no other
In this world
That can help me escape
The powerful pain
That cringes so far
And all I can do
Is think of you
And your smile
And it just gets even
More hard
My future is unclear
As of now
I don't know
If I will even make it
Through tomorrow
I don't want to even
Think about it
Too many tears to swallow
You were the one
I would have been with forever
And you thought of our situation
In the same light
And I know you meant every word
You said to me at the alter
But its so different
When your not here at night
I am even more in love now
Than I ever was
I guess because
I want you back in my life
And I want it too much
I remember the last message
You left on the machine
About how you would be right by
And now every time
The telephone rings
I can't bare to pick it up
Knowing you won't be there
On the other side
I know there would still be days
Days to smile
And nights to love
But now its all over
And I can't force myself
To face the realization
Of the matter
Because it only
Gets more tough
And so for now
I don't know what
I will do
I want to keep you
In my memory
But it only gets
More hard
Every time
I think about you
But I won't force
The memories away
Because thats all
That I have
And even though
It is harder every day
For me
I will be greatful
For you and everything
We had! |
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