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My Disease

The fungus has come around
Crawling in my head
Your words search my memory
And find the endless bed
And the side effects are
Churning inside within
My head is spinning endlessly
At these feelings
That are coming in
For so long
I've compared
My heart to a switch
Turning it both off and on
And its hard to tolerate
Such circumstances
When I know your gone
Your like my disease
That keeps coming back
Something a little love
Can cure
But not long enough
To keep my heart
On the right track
Your like my disease
That stays with me
Day in and day out
And if I didn't know you
It would have scared me
By now
And your an endless road
Of torture and pain
The road that leads to suicide
With conviction in the rain
And yet its pounding inside
And I don't know
How to drive it away
Because theres still a part of me
That wants you to stay
Your like my disease
You travel my soul
You make me ache with bitterness
Until I want to climb
Into a black hole
Your like my disease
That continues to strive
I don't know how to feel anymore
As long as your alive
And I guess your a disease
That just doesn't know
When to stop
And so I'm cleaning my soul
Once again
And only long enough
To knock you off!

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