I sit once again snow whirling around my head
And all hope of you returning is dead
I pull my coat a little closer, slink down to the ground
Cry and cry ignoring everyone around
The clock ticks your already an hour late
Should I call you again and remind ya ..it's stuff like this i hate
I rest my forhead on my knee
Pretend no one can see me
and the silent tears i cry are freezing to my face now
my best friend whispers forgive him
bUt how?
My memory fades to yesteryears
Before the pain beforet the tears
When I loved you or at least liekd him
When I'd run home form school and yell daddy at the door and you'd scoop me up and kiss me like countless times before
And then agan
AT 8 o'clock you'd be ther to tck me in
and I'd kiss you goodnight and you'd read me a story
Then we'd turn of the light
And then daddy would sing me a song
you'd tiptoe out my bedroom door
and climb in your truck like every night before
it'd rumble down the drive way and' you 'd be gone
I never knew never card to ask wher you went what you did
you'd be there in the morning and that's enough for just a kid!
ANd the n I grew up and relized
how arrogant i was how i fell for every one of your lies
u neevr ever rember anything u were to do
u never every told me u was proud of me
never an i love you
never a we'll see
It was always do as u want go as you please
daddy's out getting drunk adn he's doin it with ease
It's I missed your first concert i'n sorry i had to go to a friends
When in reality i was sititn gettin drunk again and when i realized i promisxsed it was to late to turn back
Well daddy I hope you see this loev for you i lack
I have no respect for u no more
people ask anout my dad i tell then he laft a long long time ago
Cuz in a sense you did or at least you left me ya know?
And the funny thing is I forgave you time after time
begging for one last chance you'd be there
And you never were
And now your own daughter does it
SHe drinks the shit
The shit that caused her pain
now takes it away
The thing is I control it
I have my priorities and it's at the bottom of the list!
But the things that caused my pain takes it all away
and now i know
sititng freezing in the snow
that today's the day
I'll tell you all i need to say I'll tell you how sick I am of broken things
your Broken promises. my broken Broken heart, Our Broken dreams, ANd daddy's little angel's oh so borken wings! |
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