I wanted you, I wanted to be with you
while we kissed and held each other
my mind flashed with thoughts of him
he made me feel special, complete
he understood what it is like
how it is to love
laying with you, touching you
I panicked
my stomach cramped with emptiness
I felt the pain, the guilt.
I curled into my ball, my shell protecting me
I needed protection from myself
I wanted to be alone, to cry my tears away
to hide in my depths
you held on, you wouldn’t let go
I was trying to find my reasons, my love
but all that was there
was you. |
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