Can i get some help?

CrazyGuy Joined: Oct 13, '09 Status: Junior User	2009-11-02 08:22:18
	Ok so i tried acid on fri night and while i was on acid i took two ecstasy pills. I was feeling good for a while and then the body high became too intense, i was laying down and my heart felt like it was going to explode, then i started thinking about suicide and it kept repeating over and over in my mind, i didnt want to end up killing myself the next day so i did what my friend told me to in case i started to have a bad trip and started to repeat "i am on drugs and i am ok" after half an hour i finally felt it lift. Then right after that i felt it come back as an entity, in my mind suicide had a body and was chasing me, i ran and was fighting with it and at some point i turned around and shot it in the face and buried it in the middle of the floor of the room that i was in at the time. After that i kept thinking about it, i killed suicide itself. It may seem like a good thing because its suicide but the thing is my mind is in a loop, i cant get it out of my head. I keep thinking "i killed suicide" over and over for the last two days. Im going insane. I feel like at any moment itll come back to life and get me. i couldnt even go near the room that it happened in without feeling extreme anxiety. So does anybody have any words of advice at all?
Unanswered Thread:    VRIELLIS PLEASE READ posted by Synapse 13 days ago
freudgirl Joined: Nov 2, '09 Status: New User	2009-11-02 11:38:11
	contact a professional and seek help. know the suicide hotline number and call it again if you feel like that, and stop doing drugs.
Hip Joined: Aug 10, '09 Status: Senior User	2009-11-02 16:35:11
	Wait 24 hours before operating any kinds of communications technology, smeg-head.
dream40 Joined: Nov 3, '09 Status: New User	2009-11-03 04:04:50
	dont live in fear face ur fear get help to challenge this fear it self
CrazyGuy Joined: Oct 13, '09 Status: Junior User	2009-11-03 08:49:10
	Whats a smeghead? How do i face my fear? kill myself? Im not doing that
Unanswered Thread:    OCD Bracelet Fund Raiser posted by vbaz 34 days ago

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