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Nightmare
Joined: Jun 24, '10
Status: New User |
2010-06-24 17:51:10 |
| if anyone knew the real me, they'd call me sick. i have somewhat an obsession with knives and a bigger one with blood. when i was alone yesterday i cut my thumb and started drawing on my face and hand with the blood. while i did this i was smiling and laughing a little. i have often had thoughts of killing people..i like the motion of stabbing. i havent killed anyone. at least not yet. i used to cut myself and my mom took me to a "counselor". not even a real therapist. after a few days i refused to go anymore. as far as my mom knows i dont cut myself anymore but since i want to be alone all the time, shes worried. i dont think ill ever tell anyone i know who i really am. | |
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ireland
Joined: May 1, '10
Status: Junior User |
2010-06-24 17:54:22 |
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Have you ever thought about becoming a surgeon?x |
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Nightmare
Joined: Jun 24, '10
Status: New User |
2010-06-24 17:56:54 |
| i forgot to add that i often iear voices when nobody is talking and i think that i have either a worse mental disorder or several. | |
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Obsidian
Joined: Jan 22, '10
Status: Senior User |
2010-06-24 17:59:35 |
| Cutting yourself and killing others? Does those two really go together? | |
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ireland
Joined: May 1, '10
Status: Junior User |
2010-06-24 18:04:36 |
| Auditory hallucinations are not a good sign,dont be scared,you deserve some help and to get it you need to tell someone x | |
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CosmoAwesmo
Joined: Jun 20, '10
Status: New User |
2010-06-24 18:07:01 |
| BS. | |
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HalfDeadHannah
Joined: Jun 26, '10
Status: New User |
2010-06-27 08:26:47 |
| hmmm I had the same happen to me. I used to cut myself all the time. I had to see a counciler. because my mum found out. She thinks I've stopped but I still do sometimes- just not as much. I love blood I think it's really amazing and something special. + voices tell me to kill people all the time! I try to ignore it but it really gets to me. I told my close friend who claimed to feel the same. A week later he laughed about it and told everyone about my voices and cutting obsession and how I wanted to kill people. I'm never telling anyone again. | |
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moonprayer
Joined: Jul 28, '09
Status: Senior User |
2010-06-27 17:16:47 |
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it's a tricky situation... Worse than pain, it feels worse than pain when there's nothing left to feel. I feel like letting go. break down turn my insides upside down trow everything away. im so sick anyway. I always feel tight up, because there's is no way I can express myself. There is nothing to express but beneith the surface it's already smothered. supressed aggigated... the edges slowly fade |
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ulquiorra
Joined: Aug 4, '09
Status: Senior User |
2010-06-29 14:31:37 |
| this was intresting i like daydreaming about figthing and killing people. i also feel drawn to hurt others somthimes just take a knife and slit there troaths. must pshycotic thing i enjoy must be fooling around with my other half wich was sort of my girlfriend ah i alweys laugh when we fool around. | |
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ulquiorra
Joined: Aug 4, '09
Status: Senior User |
2010-06-29 14:32:54 |
| somthimes i dream im walking out late and i see someone caring a dead body and im like HEY let me help. | |
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ulquiorra
Joined: Aug 4, '09
Status: Senior User |
2010-06-29 14:38:19 |
| i think it would be funn if some of uss here talked together. | |
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AggroD
Joined: Jun 17, '10
Status: New User |
2010-06-30 19:29:26 |
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Im almost just like you nightmare I've had an obsession with blood since I was young and I love blades mostly because I think of slicing people with it and see blood gushing everywhere. Though, I wish I had claws so I could tear them apart and I lick my cuts and I have cut myself because if I didn't I would have cut someone else and started laughing and was so ecstatic at the sight. The difference from you is that I have attempted to kill people failed due to them always not showing up. Also, I'm mean my threats. Like one day some tall guy I worked with was saying that he would do that gay stanky leg dance on my car when he quits (which is my pride) so I told him that if he does I will cut him down to my size. The day that it came he said he going to do it and I took at a sword and stood, looked him right in the eye with a huge grin and said I dare you. He got scared. Too bad I would have enjoyed it. Who am I just a evil mofo he wants to destroy all life including any sup---atural one's as well not for any purpose other than my share joy knowing that I created chaos and destruction. Though I cover up with the nice guy routine who everyone thinks is an angel except the few who saw the real me come out. |
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HopeforDead
Joined: Jun 16, '10
Status: Junior User |
2010-06-30 19:41:17 |
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I cut myself, too. I love the sight of blood, i love the warm tickly feeling that comes from opening yourself up.. yum. I never let my sadistic side out other than in video games, i quite like Red Dead Redemption. I always torture people on games, stab the animals to death etc.. except i'm a 'lovely' person in real life that couldn't hurt a fly. |
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Obsidian
Joined: Jan 22, '10
Status: Senior User |
2010-06-30 22:38:12 |
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Seriously, why don't you guys do something useful with this blood obsession? Become blood donors, then you will get to see your blood going through a tube, and filling up a half a liter bag. :P |
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AggroD
Joined: Jun 17, '10
Status: New User |
2010-07-01 18:51:06 |
| I prefer to see it free flowing also thinking about seeing it in bags is going to make me wanna drink it...(when i get cut I don't just lick it I try to suck it up. Yea coupled with my absolute hate of the sun, I feel like I'm a damn vampire or something. Just not that sparkle in the sun twilight crap, that's just laughably gay. | |
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