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Shapes Joined: Jan 10, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-04-03 23:43:51
	Schizoid-- Am I above others around me intellectually? Is this Narcissism, or am I really above them? I can see the truth in everything, but is that a disorder? If solitude is what I describe as my interest, then why do I socialize online? I envy those I see below, naive and happy. Why am I agreeing with what I know is wrong? Conformity and limits are the only thing that tear me down, why are they so incredibly corrupt? Explain my life to me please, inform me how to be interested in society's opinions. Please-
four Joined: Feb 17, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-04-04 01:10:14
	I have all the same exact questions, I'm not sure anyone can answer them
xkjgfjk Joined: Jan 17, '10 Status: Senior User	2010-04-04 04:50:29
	i think it's too much mental activity to compensate the lack of social interaction that makes you think you're intellectually superior when in reality you just think too much instead of acting.
Obsidian Joined: Jan 22, '10 Status: Senior User	2010-04-04 08:33:08
	Do an I.Q test or something to make sure. :P
four Joined: Feb 17, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-04-04 10:54:37
	that does sound like me xkjgfjk, but I've also taken a few IQ tests and scored above 145 (top 5% or something like that) on all of them, and people have been telling me my entire life that I have a "gift" but it really doesn't feel like a gift, just brings more work and responsibilities, ignorance is bliss, I really wish I was a dog, or a retard or something, wouldn't have to think at all
xkjgfjk Joined: Jan 17, '10 Status: Senior User	2010-04-04 11:30:04
	i see, then you really are smart... i constantly have thoughts but i rarely ever think. it's such a disorganized process for me to think and type making sense, i feel it takes me more time than an other person. on tests i took in school i was often the last one to leave class because i got so braindead. i can't calculate stuff in my head, can't come up with anything to write in essays, only thing i can kind of do well is memorize but that's useless and doesn't make me any less stupid.
four Joined: Feb 17, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-04-04 12:13:41
	yeah I have similar experiences with writing, I can do math and science fine but when I have to write my brain is just empty, if I do get anything written it's not very much, and because of that I'm not sure I'll even get my high school diploma
TarriKatt Joined: Mar 29, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-04-04 17:09:32
	four - don't know why you are worried about your writing. It looks good to us. Maybe you're not Dean Koontz, but then who is?
moonprayer Joined: Jul 28, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-04-06 11:17:09
	that's my biggest problem. I comform with everything. I cannot say what my limits are. though I feel bad afterwards when they're apparantly exeeded.
four Joined: Feb 17, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-04-06 12:46:09
	I guess it isn't writing as a whole, it's just writing essays and things like that, I've always been good at spelling and grammar all the technical aspects of writing, but all the "feelings" and "voice" that you're supposed to put into it just doesn't come, all of the instructions are too ambiguous, I'll learn not to do something one year then the next year they'll tell me I have to do it, and on top of that it's all pointless bulls--- I won't ever use, I can write fine here because I know what I'm writing about and how to write it, but writing how I feel about a short story about some black person's grandmother? why should I be good at that? when will I use that skill after school?
four Joined: Feb 17, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-04-06 12:53:12
	I guess that's why I feel above others intellectually just like Shapes, I see through all this, none of this stuff even matters but people go on with it anyway, the entire US public school system is broken but nobody even notices, and I might not be able to get a decent job because of it, I could easily pass the classes and get a degree in computer science if they would just let me, but I need to take 5 more english classes before I even get my high school diploma, which I might not be able to do
xkjgfjk Joined: Jan 17, '10 Status: Senior User	2010-04-06 13:39:21
	exactly four, when i write an essay it's like i suddenly have multiple personalities with different voices and opinions in my head talking at the same time and i don't know which one to go with, none seems to make much sense. either that or they're all quiet if it's an issue i know nothing about, which is often the case too. and how you have to extend what could be said in 3 lines into 20, they're asking for rambling and repetition. i made an inscription for a test that if i pass i'll get directed to a job, it will be 20 portuguese questions, 20 math, 20 other questions of problem solving i think, and an essay about what's going on in the world recently. honestly, i don't know why i'll even bother trying because i'm so alienated from everything, i'll have to start reading the news or else i'll just space out during the test. why do they ask that, it's for a warehouse assistent job. do i really need to know what's going on in haiti to work there?
twinkle Joined: Apr 6, '10 Status: New User	2010-04-06 13:57:21
	No one is schizoid. No one wants to be left alone. It is your inadequency and inept socially make you think you can live alone. Tired of trying to fit in. So you think you are self-sufficient and superior than others. It's like the sour grapes. The truth is you want someone to be around you. That's why you socialize online. But this doesn't mean you are stupid. You are just socially inept. That's why your IQ is above 140.
twinkle Joined: Apr 6, '10 Status: New User	2010-04-06 14:01:06
	The world of psychology and psychiatry is allowing a normal person with a little inadequency in some aspecys to be labelled as psychos. Believe me, schizoid disorder is one of the manipulation of such. Cross your heart and hope to die, for whoever on this board who really think that they can live alone and no need anyone?
Hip Joined: Aug 10, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-04-06 14:11:04
	I think you misunderstand the label. Some people worship yapping their asses off, schizoids just prefer doing it part-time. I need you economically only, otherwise I wouldnt care if you died tomorrow.
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