growing upp

Thread Topic: growing upp

ulquiorra Joined: Aug 4, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-06-29 13:04:28
	when i was a kid i never saw upp to my dad or my mom but i never had a goal ether. all i wantet to do was play with my stuff or watch other ppl do stuff and ofc videogames. he was alweys egear to learn me but i had major learning disabilties so i had to read stuff over and over again to him a few times then refues. he gave upp eventualy and he awleys wantet to spend times with me almost. didnt mather if i didnt want to go. basicly the only serius talk i ever had with my parents was my dad yelling at me that i dont wanna do anything what do you wanna do. just said i liked doing the stuff i do. but not of them with him. and he alweys acts soo loving the bond is most importen thing. but when its somthing importen he cant spend just alitle money to make it better talking about medication and treathment and stuff like that or even pay for a job we did. and i never got anything i ever wantet in a gift from him i wantet a game i got boots every year for like 6 years or more just things you have to buy anyways btw hes filled with money.and soo the years whent by like that. moved awey from him to my mom forever then i was 11 shes soo difrent she thinks its fine if i dont eat with them and stuff but like it when i do. never rly had a serius talk with my mom ether. im alweys almost in my room still tho. spend almost all my time in my room then. only thing she was didnt like was that i said i didnt like fotball but had to go to practise. until i was 15 or soo i was s--- tierd of it. but i had to start somthing else only did it for a month or soo the new activity wich was atlics jumping running that stuff. got silver and bronze medels for the most. i guess i could been a great athlic maby consider i did that good and hadnt done a s--- in my life almost. but then i quit all that just school then. soo we had the most lunitic teachers i just sut on my computer watching anime the whole year almost two. well that was high school before that i just stared at the walls or was bored or drew stuff. home i was gaiming and doing the same stuff. also had friend all this years aswell but did the same stuff pretty much gaiming watching stuff then. then i almost turned 18 i guess. and outa nowhere i sudenly want a girlfriend. its like number 1 thing in the world to have a serius reltaion ship and make someone happy beeing the person i am now wich makes no sense luckyeli that feeling has lower now. because all wemons here suck pretty much. but now im shortofconfused i have like moments where i feel i dont wanna do my gaiming and watching maby for an hour or soo then i miss it super much. my bioagraphy probly the world shortest :D soo when ppl say they dont fit in i just feel like i dont fit in at all. soo any coment is this unusual or somthing. anyone had alike childhood. or just somthing.
ulquiorra Joined: Aug 4, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-06-29 13:12:13
	and one more thing awleys when i been with friends they ofc some times wanna do other stuff bathing building stuff for cristmass or making songs dancing etc but i just alweys feel boored while doing it rly alweys just pretend it was funn. altho i did like stealing xD and just drinking and siting:P
lillyyy Joined: Nov 29, '09 Status: New User	2010-07-03 23:33:08
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