killing yourself

Thread Topic: killing yourself

Natalie Joined: Feb 9, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-03-09 17:55:25
	ok so sunday night my real good friend drove his dads truck drunk and crashed it ..he staggered home drunk....he was so afraid of his dad and a little unhappy that he fu cking blew his head off. i found out last night was up all night ...ok so any of you planning on killing yourselfs think about the fu cking people around you before you do it cause it is the most selfish act of a human being that you can possibly do ..... he made everyone laugh and smile and if we were unhappy he made us laugh at the littlest jokes he did and he seemed really happy on the outside but i knew deep down that it was all fake because we did the same personna.......were people pleasures ...well most of the time ........anywho just wanted to rant at all of you and saying suicide is BAD .STUPID.SELFISH. AND YOU WILL GO TO HELL lol i there is one
Hip Joined: Aug 10, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-03-09 18:25:08
	What the f--- is it to you? I dont need someone with the nerve to call a 6th grader a "whore" to preach to me how suicide is selfish. Blow me.
stuff Joined: Feb 28, '10 Status: New User	2010-03-09 20:18:21
	dude, f--- you too. your against suicide, fine, but dont be some f---ing little b---- about it. maybe they did this of the people around them and dicided they wanted to die anyway. maybe you should have opened your eyes for two seconds and saw they were depressed and tried to help rather then just ignoring it. you ever think of that or where you too busy f---ing yourself to notice?
Natalie Joined: Feb 9, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-03-09 21:25:01
	I did help f--- you and yes it is very selfish and if u don't see that then your stupid a 6 grader she is 11 that means grade 3 u moron grade 3 not 6 and having sex at her age does mean she is a whore lol
Hip Joined: Aug 10, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-03-09 21:39:07
	You start kindergarten at age 5, grade one at age 6, grade 2 at age 7... and you dont even need kindergarten to do the rest of the math. What the f--- are you smoking?
emo cutie Joined: Mar 7, '10 Status: New User	2010-03-09 21:55:17
	yo...uncool...just uncool... im NOT a whore, my ex-bf is the 1 who tried 2 take off my top... but u can say wutevr u want about me.. i dont even no who u rilly r...so, its not my promblem you called me a WHORE...if theres ne1 whos a whore, its natalie.... say wutevr1u want bout me, i have friends who cheer me up... later
Natalie Joined: Feb 9, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-03-10 00:09:35
	Hip... Not everyone starts at 5 almost my whole kindergarten class was 6 you moron
Natalie Joined: Feb 9, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-03-10 00:10:40
	Nd if she started at 5 the. That means she's in grade four oooo big difference lol
Natalie Joined: Feb 9, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-03-10 01:04:47
	k nvm im dumb shes in grade 6 i was thinking she was 9 for a bit there ..ok im sorry if i offended anyone just in a f u ck ed up mindstate
haart Joined: Oct 17, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-03-11 02:48:22
	You're a dumb s---. The stuff some people have been through would leave you alone in a dark room, dragging a blade across your wrist and praying for the courage to press down. Until you've felt that pain and desperation, you can shut the f--- up.
Natalie Joined: Feb 9, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-03-11 04:17:45
	actually i have and i have tried suicide 9 times in the past 2 years and i ended up in a hospital all times because some dumb fu ck decided i wasnt worth dying when all i did was want too....ive seen people die ive had close ones die i have had 2 close people to me kill themselves i have lived on the streets for a month because i lost my apartment and i have no one anymore ....and i have seen and done some shyt that you wouldnt even beleive. yes millions of people have it harder than i do but dont talk to me about killing yourself being hooked up to a machine for 17 days because your on the verge of dying ...... all i was stating is that it is selfish and i only put this up cause i was mad that my f---i ng freind blew his brains out i tried earasing it so shut the fu ck up
bigsis Joined: Jan 20, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-03-11 08:02:06
	welcome back haart. Natalie don't worry about it, your reaction is pretty normal considering you friend just did it IMO. Kathy Acker said something like suicide is an act of hatred, of the world and of oneself. then she sort of killed herself a bit later when she got cancer and refused treatment. sometimes it's hard to differentiate between being depressed/a victim and doing harm to others through your own self harm.
Fatality Joined: Jul 14, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-03-11 09:15:17
	Hey Haart, i was worried Delirius had dragged you away to the army with him :)
Natalie Joined: Feb 9, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-03-11 16:30:38
	I held the knife so close to my heart. Like a foolish child I sat and I cried, Didn't realize what I had done, what I had tried. Tears mixed with blood, falling slowly to the ground. Covered in blood, pulled myself up, in tears scribed: "To those who don't care, to those who can't see, Never Give up always thrive to be free." Didn't know how many people would later cry. "Tried to be free, yet I see this isn't the way." Friend at the door, ran as fast as she could. Too weak to say I'm sorry, otherwise I would. In tears, looked at the blue sad day. When you come and see this pool of blood and me, This isn't the way my life was meant to be.
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