my words fall on deaf ears

Thread Topic: my words fall on deaf ears

kjs Joined: Dec 2, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-02-06 18:58:18
	Hey all, So I have been checking back and reading alot of the newer posts and also checking to see if anything I said has mattered or made a difference for someone on these pages. I have seen nothing. Perhaps my words of encouragement have just made you all mad or perhaps you think I am clueless to any of your pain. Well that's fine. I tried to be honest and share my feelings and give my support as best as I can. But it seems everyone here is just trapped in the negative. I have to bust out of that. I am a mother, a sister and a daughter.I have to be strong in this life. So my way isn't what you want to listen to, but hey that's all right. To each his own. I'm still cutting..put fresh ones in last night. I'm still sad, I'm still struggling with alot of issues. Only a few responded to my cry for help. I guess I am just tired of the other few who just keep bringing us all down. I may check back once in a while, but for now..I'm saying bye..There are a certain few who I am praying for. I will continue to do that! My prayers are for peace...peace and hope for all of you who have none. God is good...He's been good to me. And you know what? Someday I'll be whole again! With God's grace I'll be whole again.
aca6 Joined: Dec 19, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-02-06 19:02:31
	I read your posts but I didn't respond, however I think you where a geat help to many others who just don't want to admit it or haven't seen this post you made yet. Try to stop cutting, try to let out your feelings, try to find who you want to be in life. You have only one, don't waste it. Be happy and do what makes you feel well. I'm not sure if this helped but I wrote it anyway. Good luck to whatever you do but if you go forever your posts will be missed...
kjs Joined: Dec 2, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-02-06 19:11:17
	Thanks! I'll keep checking back...I promise!:)
blackbirdxx Joined: Dec 23, '09 Status: Junior User	2010-02-06 19:53:04
	Hi kjs. Been quiet here lately. The more the merrier. I do check this site regularly. I dont comment much. I guess cos Im a suffer second`hand. smile. Not walking your shoes but I try. I think all here are suffering in some way but all differently. No one posts this forum will die. Old saying "God helps those that help themselves" and that is so true. Yes u can become whole. PPL have done it. ppl have prayed for help and then stumbled upon this forum. lol Isnt that a sign. Good luck Strength and Peace to u.
kjs Joined: Dec 2, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-02-06 20:00:54
	I wish strength and peace for you too..
haart Joined: Oct 17, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-02-06 20:10:02
	Luck with everything :)
blackbirdxx Joined: Dec 23, '09 Status: Junior User	2010-02-07 06:44:20
	kjs Thank you. Things may have turned for me today. Tomorrow may be clearer. Tomorrow is always a new day. Learn to live if u can. Hugs
bigsis Joined: Jan 20, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-02-07 13:44:23
	Hi kjs (erinro here). I was wonder why I hadn't seen you in awhile. Hope my religious irreverence didn't turn you off; I respect people's faiths and have an extremely obscure spiritual bent yourself; I just don't like when some people (not you) seem to turn religion into something to criticize others with.. I do hope you stay.. board not much fun without you. I've been off lately due to the anti-women sentiments expressed on here and being super stressed out with school (mostly in my own head). I just read your last post on our dinner party thread!! So what's our topic going to be? Where's elisafauzana? Hope you guys are both good.
Hip Joined: Aug 10, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-02-07 14:59:43
	What anti-women sentiments?
Delirius Joined: Nov 3, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-02-07 15:04:33
	Yeah erinro what anti-women sentiments?
Synapse Joined: Oct 24, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-02-07 15:41:04
	i think she talking about me
bigsis Joined: Jan 20, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-02-07 15:52:05
	Mostly the guy who was being rude to haart and a bit to me. and a bit of the stuff about manbortions and the hating radical feminists. in general i appreciated what you guys were saying. i don't remember you saying anything misogynist, synapse, you just don't seem to like people in general, so there's not really anything to take offense to as a woman, that you say. i take offense as a human being haha =P but that's another story.
bigsis Joined: Jan 20, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-02-07 15:54:51
	that really got the radar up
kjs Joined: Dec 2, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-02-07 18:30:54
	Erin, I wont leave forever...still need some support. As really no one understands what it is to feel like we do other than those who have posted here. But I am really trying to put my life back together and reading all this stuff on here about suicide!, I can't read it...it brings me down...I came close just like these kids have said...but I came very close. It wasn't just what you and haart and racyandy said to me it was other factors that made me stop..But when I read the comments the hateful comments that come from some of the users here it brings me down.... I don't know what our topic should be? Lets talk about food! Lets share what is good! Lets try to focus on life and living! "Life is a b---- and then you die"...that is what my ex husband used to say to me. He squashed every hope and dream that I ever had. Life CAN be a b----..it is hard, it is unfair, it is so unkind...but life is a gift! I have said that before! This is what I beleive to be true. For those of you that don't beleive that, then why are you here? Find the answers inside of yourself...Look deep into your heart and soul...the answers are there. NOTHING is ever perfect. Things go bad...relationships, work, school, friendships, but, it doesn't mean that there won't be good again! My strength lies in my faith! You all have to find where your strength lies! Whether it is GOD, Buddah, Alla, yoga, meditation, whatever...if it works it is right for you! God is right for me. I beleive with all my heart that God is one and the same...he is the christian God the Buddah, Yaweh, Alla...we are all created the same...we all want the same...we all beleive the same..But the point is you HAVE to beleive in something! Believe in something..let me hear those voices that believe in something! Okay...I am off my soap box. I have worked 7 days straight and will not have another day off till Wednesday of this week. I am tired, I have a sore throat..and I am going to take a bath and go to bed. Good night to all of my borderline friends...Im praying...yep Im praying for ya'll.:)
Hip Joined: Aug 10, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-02-07 18:52:48
	bigsis, I was one of the guys who expressed hatred (well not hatred, maybe dislike) towards radical feminists. I support womens rights but I am NOT paying any "man tax". You might as well tax me for having blue eyes because some guy that raped you in the past had blue eyes. I dont think I was being that much of a prikc in that thread.
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