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DiseasedMind
Joined: Aug 26, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-26 20:16:56 |
| I recently took the test and found i rated high to very high on the majority of the personality tests, but looking over each of the diseases and what they entail i think the most personally debilitating of them (for me) is OCPD. As early as grade 7 (12 yrs) i would keep homework i hadn't done well enough instead of handing it in because i was too ashamed of my shoddy workmanship to let anyone else see it. even now i get at least three copies of any application i fill out so i can correct any possible mistakes or misunderstandings. I don't know what to do because i know it lessens my usefulness to society and my ability to find myself useful employment, but i can't find it in myself to overlook the the possible consequences well enough to find the determination I'd need to stop. | |
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Stardust_Kais
Joined: Aug 24, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-27 04:27:59 |
| I think your major problem here is lack of self confidence. Instead of trying to do "too" well, just do what is necessary, but still doing well. Remember, you don't live for others, you live for yourself. It sounds a bit selfish I guess, but that's a good way to start | |