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Mr X
Joined: Jul 16, '09
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2009-07-16 20:27:12 |
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I felt very suicidal after mine. I was dating her for a year and she breaks up with me for a plain out a--hole. I tried suicide commiting once. My friend stopped me (Sadly he died about 4 months later. He kiled himself ironicly) About two weeks later i have some messed form of justice. The guy she dumped me for broke up with her for her friend. And from what i had heard, he treated her like s---. She begged me to forgive her and to take her back but i pretty much told her f--- off. But to now. I have had yet again some messed up form of justice. I started going out with another girl who has the same first name of my old gf. Messed up justice ftw? |
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Unanswered Thread: What to do?! posted by Jeanine 5 hours ago |
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inmichigan
Joined: Jul 26, '09
Status: New User |
2009-07-26 07:10:23 |
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After seeing people brain damage themselves or cause permanent injury to themselves, I divert any thought that starts to go suicidal into a reminder of what happens for some of those who try and fail. Instead, I circle my friends and family around me, either in person or by phone, and they are great at being supportive not only during a relationship -- but also through a break-up. I have to get past the embarrassment of 'yet another break up' and trust that they won't judge me -- too harshly. |
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alice
Joined: Jul 19, '09
Status: New User |
2009-07-26 09:53:12 |
| Hi Whyme, I’ve only just come on here today, I normally check daily though, just in case. Of course it hurts - what he’s done is terrible and I’m in no doubt that you deserved better. He has been so wrong to behave like this. To go as far as getting engaged to someone whilst being this dishonest is beyond words.. As bad as this is (and I know it terribly hard because of what we have to deal with anyway) it’s as well you’ve found out now. A life with a person as lacking in decency as this would not be a good life. Do you have a friend or family member in whom you feel able to confide? For now, I hope you’ll accept a hug? I’ll keep looking out on here for you, in case you want to talk. Thinking of you xxxxxxx | |
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alice
Joined: Jul 19, '09
Status: New User |
2009-07-26 10:13:22 |
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Hey - don't I feel silly!! Missed the fact that this thread goes over two pages - a sign I was up too late again!! xxxxxxx |
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kyle
Joined: Jul 29, '09
Status: New User |
2009-07-29 19:08:19 |
| Almost a year ago I had to break up with my boyfriend because my parents would never let me see him and neither of us were staying very happy. So in order for hm to be happy i broke up with him and said that until i can move out of rents we should see other people or find something to make us happy until then. Well a couple months go by and we go on a trip together and he asks if I want to be friends with benifits and i said no because i dont want our relationship to be just sex. I then later asked him if we were still gonna have a chance to be together when we could and he said no because he just didn't fell the same way. Several times after that if we were alone together he would try to kiss me and it just made me very confused. And recently i come to find out that he says he does not like guys anymore and that it was just a phase. This hurt me alot because all the feelings i had for him were not a phase they were real and it meant something to me, and he's basicaly saaying his feelings were just a phase. But the thing is is i know that he does because he looks at gay p--- and chats with alot of gay guys. So he's most likely in denial and just scared of the way people might think of him, i personaly think that he still has feelings for me. But anywho it's all very stressful to much for someone my age and I know I'm stupid for taking almost a year to still get over him, and I most probably deserve better but i can't get over him. And he just keeps hurting me more and thoughts of suicide happen more and more often I don't think I actualy will try or anything but i am feeling extremely depressed. | |
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lbj
Joined: Aug 9, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-09 16:35:24 |
| yeah me and my x just broke things off after 7mts we planned to marry etc but things got to where i thought i wasnt good enough 4 her.we had a mutal break up. but now when i try to e-mail or whatever she wont reply its like she never even cared for me and thats the worst part of the whole deal i still love her and cant seem to move on.i feel hopeless anymore cant really deal with the pain!! just need to vent im extremley depress right now..whatever i dont know how to feel anymore | |
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hatemylife
Joined: Aug 16, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-16 13:37:27 |
| I've been with my boyfriend for nearly 4 years, I love him to pieces, but he goes out constantly with his mates getting drunk and always ditches me, he's sat in a park now wit 2 mates and a random girl afer he told me to leave him alone. i wish i was dead | |
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kireiumi
Joined: Aug 22, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-22 15:39:52 |
| I'm 14 and I had a boyfriend who was 19 for 3 months. A couple months ago, my mother made me break up with him because of the age difference. He was the only relationship I had ever had because I didn't feel like anyone else was worth dating. At first I was uncomfortable because I was used to rejection and he was very loving, so it was strange, but he helped me get used to the idea. We were also good friends prior to the relationship, so he was obviously very special to me. However, after we stopped dating, he started denying that we were ever together to me and to everyone else. I found out he was using me just because he needed a relationship because he couldn't bear to be single until his crazy ex turned 18 and could cancel her restraining order against him (long story). He had promised her he wouldn't date anyone else until she had him back. When she found out, he insisted I conspired with her to give her a reason to hate him when really she's manipulative and coniving and never really cared about him in the first place. We never have good conversations anymore, we've lost all our friendship. I have constant suicidal thoughts, and he has a common name so I see it everywhere. I feel obsessed but I'm not crazy. I would never be like that. I would never harm him like the typical "crazy ex" would. I just love him so much and probably more than anyone else does, and I feel so worthless and powerless. I hate feeling so out of control. I feel like I'm nothing but his ex now. I feel so insignificant. | |
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everythingless
Joined: Sep 9, '09
Status: New User |
2009-09-09 07:07:26 |
| yes right now i just feel that life is not worth it. i lost my angel i lost my life i lost my happiness after 8 months of perfect living he left me not because he doesn't love me but because according to him this is not our time to love each other... | |
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IdntCreWhoKnows
Joined: Sep 17, '09
Status: New User |
2009-09-17 18:01:10 |
| My ex and I were together for about 3 yrs. During this time we were very close. I think we both clung to each other and basically isolated ourselves from everybody. I'm a lesbian, and 2 females tend to be very close as it is... We did EVERYTHING together...She didn't even want me to work because she wanted to be around me 24/7. When I did get a job she fell into a deep depression. She was bipolar so that didn't make things any better. Anyway, while I was going to work everyday I found out she was talking to her ex behind my back. She claimed it was because she feared that I would leave her for someone on the job. When I found it out I beat her.. .I just lost it. I beat her so bad, got in my car and drove off, but as I thought about it more I got even madder so I turned around and went back to the house and beat her again. By this time blood was everywhere, but I didn't care because I felt like she deserved it. Just as I was about to turn around for the 3rd time the police came and it's a good thing they did because i really do believe I would have killed her. She didn't want to press charges but after the police shine his flashlight on her and saw how severely beaten she was he said that he HAD to take me in. SO I did the whole jail thing.. Got out the next morning, picked up a case of beer, a bottle of vodka and a couple bottles of sleeping pills... I drank all the alcohol and waited until 8:14, which is the month and day of my bday, and I swallowed 2 bottles of sleeping pills. I woke upon the side of the road with the police. Til this day I don't remember even gettng in my car. I must have been sleep driving. The police told me I almost had a head on collision with him and that's why he pulled me over. I don't remember any of that. I only came to my senses when I saw the blue lights in my rear. So I went to jail once again...that made 2 nights in a row. I was just gonna stay in there... I didn't try to call anybody or nothing. BUt my cell mate made me give her my parents contact info and my dad was there the next day... All the way from out of town... I was given a D.U.I. Liscence got suspended for 6 mos... And oh yeah, we got back together. | |
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bkislow
Joined: Sep 23, '09
Status: New User |
2009-09-23 21:34:34 |
| I've been having a hard time recently due to a breakup..the person i was seeing meant the world to me and as it turns out after year..he started to have feelings for someone he worked with..he said that he didnt want to have the feelings and that he needed me..so i decided to take a break thinking that we would be fine..but then he started lying to me about seeing her and i would see her wear his sweatshirt..one that i would always wear..and i was just completely heartbroken because i thought i meant something to him..eventually i decided that breaking up was the right decision..because i couldnt take the lying because i used to be able to trust him with anything..we used to tell each other everything..to go from having the love of my life and my best friend..to having him disappear took a great toll on me..although what he did to me was bad..and i put up with alot from him..i miss him all the time..and sometimes i feel helpless. | |
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bkislow
Joined: Sep 23, '09
Status: New User |
2009-09-23 21:37:14 |
| I've been having a hard time recently due to a breakup..the person i was seeing meant the world to me and as it turns out after year..he started to have feelings for someone he worked with..he said that he didnt want to have the feelings and that he needed me..so i decided to take a break thinking that we would be fine..but then he started lying to me about seeing her and i would see her wear his sweatshirt..one that i would always wear..and i was just completely heartbroken because i thought i meant something to him..eventually i decided that breaking up was the right decision..because i couldnt take the lying because i used to be able to trust him with anything..we used to tell each other everything..to go from having the love of my life and my best friend..to having him disappear took a great toll on me..although what he did to me was bad..and i put up with alot from him..i miss him all the time..and sometimes i feel helpless. | |
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bkislow
Joined: Sep 23, '09
Status: New User |
2009-09-23 21:40:35 |
| I've been having a hard time recently due to a breakup..the person i was seeing meant the world to me and as it turns out after year..he started to have feelings for someone he worked with..he said that he didnt want to have the feelings and that he needed me..so i decided to take a break thinking that we would be fine..but then he started lying to me about seeing her and i would see her wear his sweatshirt..one that i would always wear..and i was just completely heartbroken because i thought i meant something to him..eventually i decided that breaking up was the right decision..because i couldnt take the lying because i used to be able to trust him with anything..we used to tell each other everything..to go from having the love of my life and my best friend..to having him disappear took a great toll on me..although what he did to me was bad..and i put up with alot from him..i miss him all the time..and sometimes i feel helpless. | |