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flalayla
Joined: Oct 10, '10
Status: Junior User
2010-10-15 22:21:49
u think tis is an attempt to get attention it is but anyway i feel like bull-poopie. im so.empty.i need some1 to talk to badly.yea well i love the night but i hate being alone i need a friend on tis site.i rlly feel bad about having such an attitude with every1 earlier im jus srry yea i am 12 yea i do have a bad mouth yes i do have an attitude and yea i am immature but the reason i do all these things is cuz i wanna prove to ppl tat my age means nothin! idc if im 12 or 34 im still a person with an opinion.
flalayla
Joined: Oct 10, '10
Status: Junior User
2010-10-15 22:31:34
Im kinda depressed right now so imma bag on myself: im rude im stupid i cnt do anything right im annoyin im a screwup im ungrateful im a big tlker i tlk to much s*** i discust MYSELF! now if thats not pathetic I dun kno what is....
deblwk
Joined: Sep 7, '10
Status: Junior User
2010-10-15 22:47:55
hi flalayla :)
flalayla
Joined: Oct 10, '10
Status: Junior User
2010-10-15 22:53:15
Hi *sniffles*
flalayla
Joined: Oct 10, '10
Status: Junior User
2010-10-15 22:56:37
Btw jus call me layla or lala or slut or worthless s*** anythings fine jus take all ur anger out on me i deserve to be yelled at
flalayla
Joined: Oct 10, '10
Status: Junior User
2010-10-15 23:00:15
Btw jus call me layla or lala or slut or worthless s*** anythings fine jus take all ur anger out on me i deserve to be yelled at
deblwk
Joined: Sep 7, '10
Status: Junior User
2010-10-15 23:03:47
I'm not really the type to yell at people. Anyway I don't know if you saw my post on the other board about D.P.D. and finding a new guy fast?
deblwk
Joined: Sep 7, '10
Status: Junior User
2010-10-15 23:11:18
anyway I asked if you panic when you don't have a guy. But sounds like you are also very young and to some degree it's just called being on the rebound, most everybody does it. :) Not that it's a great habit but it's very common.
vidz_22
Joined: Oct 16, '10
Status: New User
2010-10-16 09:06:30
Hi Layla! It's okay. Shout all you want. Scream out loud. Breathe deeply the scream. At least that way you would only temporarily loose your voice. Talk all you want. Whine. After all of this, maybe after several days or months you will look back at all the things that happened and laugh at it. Believe me. I cried like crazy and lost weight when I finally walked away from my playboy boyfriend. But right now, thinking about it, it is not even worth a tear. It was a learning experience though that made me stronger.
breisme
Joined: Oct 22, '10
Status: New User
2010-10-22 01:09:48
new to this. was just "enlightened" on the many disorders i seem to possess. ive always known i was a little"wierd" but just brushed it off as normal. now i realize i need professional help..
rainbow
Joined: Oct 23, '10
Status: New User
2010-10-23 05:40:10
@ breisme: same as you. got "Very High" for Borderline, Histrionic, Dependant and Schizotypal. Sarcastic YAY!
but actually this forum is really great... i can identify with a whole lot of the stuff that some others on here say.
@ layla: don't beat yourself up, honey. you're not alone. look around and you'll find there's heaps of psychos. and by the way, you're never a slut when you NOTICE you're acting slutty. so don't worry about that. when i was twelve, i was kinda like you. cutting myself, hating school, being known as some kind of freak (partly because i WANTED everyone to see me as a freak) and wearing my shortest skirts whenever i went out for a walk in the neighbourhood (BAD neighbourhood...) late at night because i hoped my parents would object and care about me and tell me not to go, but they just went like "Okay. Bye."
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