Thread Topic: Wow who knew!!!!
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mortargirl13
Joined: Sep 16, '09
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2009-09-16 00:50:39 |
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Disorder | Rating Paranoid: Moderate Schizoid: Low Schizotypal: High Antisocial: High Borderline: Very High Histrionic: Very High Narcissistic: High Avoidant: High Dependent: Very High Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate I knew I was a little screwed up but dang and now I don't know what to do I did see someone once and she said I have PTSD but that was it apparently she didn't catch everything. Any ideas of what I might need to do???? |
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Unanswered Thread: So many (bad) emotions posted by FadingLights 22 minutes ago |
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mortargirl13
Joined: Sep 16, '09
Status: New User |
2009-09-16 01:05:29 |
| Well after reading the others I think I need to explain. My parents weren't the greatest my mom beat the crap out of me constantly and my dad, let's just say he did some bad stuff to basically everything but raped me. My first relationship I was so in love and I was scared cause I was very sheltered growing up and was still a virgin all of that so I broke up with him and too this day I regret it and am still in love with him. My second was with an abbusive guy who would force me to have sex with him and when he did break up with me I ended up in the hospital for three days cause I took 90 ibprofun. I left him only when my mother died and I was spending too much time with my family and he told me I had to chose between them or him. Then I went wild trying to get someone to have a serious relationship with me had a couple of little ones but nothing big. Until my last one we were together for two years and got married after the first. Than things just fell apart and he started treating me like crap and now we've been going through a divorce. I don't want it I still love him with all my heart but he does and won't give me another chance. On top of everything my first ex the one I'm still in love with is back in my life but he's with someone else. Although everytime he comes around alone he still looks at me like he did when he loved me. I'm so confused anyone have any advice? | |
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IdntCreWhoKnows
Joined: Sep 17, '09
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2009-09-17 15:17:46 |
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Hmm, I don't know what to say about this one. I mean sometimes we make mistakes that we regret for the rest of our lives. You broke up with your first ex and he was probably deeply hurt by that. So now that you're going through a divorce is it fair that he drops everything and let you back in? Not fair, but it is possible. I'm not saying that you should pursue him and end the relationship that he's in now, but if it's meant to be he will come to you... In my younger days I took my relatonships for granted.. Didn't want to spend quality time, I talked to and treated my girlfriends really bad and then I would just break up with them out of the blue and be with someone else in less than a month... Her I am, now at 28 yrs old and I'm currently dating KARMA!! Now that I actually want something serous it's not there. I'm sure I walked out on a lot of good women. Probably even turned my back on my soulmate... BUt what can I do about it? Life must go on... Or must it? |
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IdntCreWhoKnows
Joined: Sep 17, '09
Status: New User |
2009-09-17 18:58:27 |
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Hmm, I don't know what to say about this one. I mean sometimes we make mistakes that we regret for the rest of our lives. You broke up with your first ex and he was probably deeply hurt by that. So now that you're going through a divorce is it fair that he drops everything and let you back in? Not fair, but it is possible. I'm not saying that you should pursue him and end the relationship that he's in now, but if it's meant to be he will come to you... In my younger days I took my relatonships for granted.. Didn't want to spend quality time, I talked to and treated my girlfriends really bad and then I would just break up with them out of the blue and be with someone else in less than a month... Her I am, now at 28 yrs old and I'm currently dating KARMA!! Now that I actually want something serous it's not there. I'm sure I walked out on a lot of good women. Probably even turned my back on my soulmate... BUt what can I do about it? Life must go on... Or must it? |
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Unanswered Thread: What to do?! posted by Jeanine 5 hours ago |
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