Being alone and depressed by not telling people who I am

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matthew
Joined: Sep 12, '10
Status: New User
2010-09-12 11:24:29
I am 16 and i am smart for my age and I always preferred to be alone even when being with a group of my friends i stay very quiet and dont say much. But when i do frind a so called best friend or a person I am very closed to I tend to leave them or not talk to them because I am afraid of what the think of me. I have always preferred being alone and this is making me feel depressed becasue I always think about my life and it feels like now I am losing my best friend because I am not responding to her and I have known her for years she knows alot about me but I dont respond to any of her texts anymore. I was always the one who lefted my girlfriends and then they disappear out of my life and I dont want to loose my best friend without her I have nobody but i cant help myself I am forcing us to drift away.I also feel that as we drift away from eachother she has other people to be with and it feels like she will forget about me and this is the reason I dont let people know who I am because for all the people that know me always, in the long run I am the one always tending to be alone.
1_schizo_grl
Joined: Mar 15, '10
Status: Senior User
2010-09-12 12:04:49
What you think of yourself, is more important than what others think. You cannot please everyone. :)
Respect yourself, and others will respect you, that is, if they also, have self respect.
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