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Jessy Joined: Mar 29, '10 Status: New User	2010-03-29 00:47:18
	I'm sick of it. I want to think normally. Not to overanalyze every single little thing. I think too much about everything. when I'm at a party, I'm not necessarily incapable of being social. I'm just the one sitting in the corner smoking a cigarette. It's like I avoid having friends. I'll always have those few who are always there. But I'll go without talking to them for weeks at a time. But then I hate being alone. I never use to be like this. I want a future in something but I can't make a decision worth s---... I don't know what to do anymoreeeee
peaches Joined: Mar 29, '10 Status: New User	2010-03-29 05:26:04
	def know what you mean. it's been harder since i quit smoking - smoking always gave me a reason to go away by myself. now i just feel awkward and have to face it. most of my closest friends are the ones who have moved far away - i can't seem to be able to keep a stable relationship with the ones nearby and just grow apart. i'm majoring in a field because one of my old friends told me to. i couldn't decide otherwise either
Jessy Joined: Mar 29, '10 Status: New User	2010-03-30 03:00:22
	Yeah. That's why I can't quit smoking, ha. Smoking makes me feel less awkward when I'm in social situations and don't really talk to anyone. Like, I want so much to be social and have fun.. but almost every time I should go out I get anti social and decide against it. And when I try and talk to people about it stuff, they tell me I think weird. Or they never follow. It's frustrating trying to find a way around this alone.
Tsumme Joined: Apr 1, '10 Status: New User	2010-04-01 20:45:34
	I know what you mean, and it's really nice to hear from people that have the same problem. . only I never smoked, I usually just avoid the parties completely lest I say or do something uber stupid. and then it becomes pretty impossible to keep a good relationship with anyone. Yet again, I'm also going to major in a field simply because my teacher said it would be perfect and my mom basically told me i wasn't good enough to become a pastry chef. . . regardless of how aggravating this problem is, your definatly not olone in this one! Just keep trying to force yourself to be more social, and I'll promise to do the same! :D
Jessy Joined: Mar 29, '10 Status: New User	2010-04-02 15:17:10
	Hah, sounds good. :] I just know I won't let it hold me back anymore. Yeah, I know what you mean. Currently live in ky, and my Dad wants me back in ny. But my 5 younger siblings and ma live here. Everyone wants me to stay with them and I get caught up in trying to make everyone else happy. Gonna be a hard decision. Keeping a good relationship is nearly impossible for me. But, then again, maybe it is for everyone. Good to know I'm not the only one though. For so long I thought I was just f---ed up. But it's a legitimate problem. ha. Do what makes you happy though. I wanna be a chef. Won't let anyone hold me back from what I truly want out of life. :]
Lectric Joined: Jun 16, '10 Status: New User	2010-06-20 08:34:31
	Hey Jesse im 23 and I have the same problem. I hate going to parties or anywhere where theres lots of people.
nekoko47 Joined: Jun 29, '10 Status: New User	2010-06-29 23:07:27
	Ehh, you're lucky you smoke... You've got SOMETHING to do, at least. I'm afraid it'll make me even more ugly... :( I think it helps, if you're just thinking and overanalyzing and it's worrying or upsetting you, to get up and do something productive or fun. And call a friend when you're feeling lonely, or you could always talk to me, 'cause I guess we have similar problems. Hope that helped. Love, Nekoko
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