The I am so pissed thread

Impulses Joined: Jan 7, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-01-16 13:47:46
	If your talking about that jerk you are wrong Delirius. Anyway good job Silent Night. ^_^
Silent_Night Joined: Jan 8, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-01-17 05:50:41
	Thx... I had a dream on Sunday that I was playing with my old friends that I had played with so long ago, ones that I only talk to on the phone now days, and woke up and since i havent finished my pile of homework I have to work on the weekends.... I feel just about to cry, but my mom told me to "suck it up and deal with life" Now I have 0 friends, and my old ones moved away and lost touch with me. "I was a lonley teenage broncin' buck, With a pink carnation and a pickup truck, But I knew I was outta luck, the day.....The music died." ~~Don McLean "I met a girl who sang the blues, And I asked her for some happy news, But she just frowned turned away....."~~Don McLean I like taking the logical view and saying to myself whats the point of making friends if they just move away and leave a hole in your heart? And so I am today, a-loner. lon·er noun Informal a person or animal who avoids the company of others or prefers to be alone.
Annette Joined: Dec 19, '09 Status: Junior User	2010-01-21 06:06:09
	LOL ^ s--- I did not realise anyone had used this. Anyhoo...life frickin sucks...and yet it does not? How can thast be? f---ed if I know... I am listening to music that f---s with my brain. Yet makes me feel good. Why????? s---
Silent_Night Joined: Jan 8, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-01-21 13:23:31
	I can almost feel a weight in my chest, like the stone I feel my heart has become. I am cutting off the flow of blood to my head so I can pass out, if for a couple minutes. I want to pass out cuz' its freedom from the h-llhole my life has become. Also, when I cut off the flow of blood 2 my head and pass out for about 2 min. and over, I dream about whatever I was immediantly thinking right b4 I passed out. So when I do this, I always think of my old friends. They've all moved away, or died in the case of my BFF, r.i.p. She was run over........ One time I faint-dreamed about all my friends and me. It was my birthday, and I had invited EVERYONE. I had my b'day party at a bowling alley, and we all had competitions on who was best. I remember the DJ's suddenly stopped singing, and all of us were thinking: "did i do something wrong?" And my late BFF actually said: "I didnt do it!". All of us laughed, and then the lights went out and blacklights went on instead. The DJ's put on "I Gotta Feelin'" and we all danced........ That was the last night all of us were together. “All good things must come to an end, but all bad things can continue forever.”
JRjames Joined: Jan 21, '10 Status: New User	2010-01-21 16:51:17
	You're not a loner than because you don't prefer isolation. Maybe if you pulled your head out of the hole in the ground ,known synonomously as "the past", you could fix you're dumbass now and move on with life. I mean s--- you gotta be the biggest wuss ever if you're mom said suck it up, that's like getting you're ass whooped by a gay dude damn. Quit being a helpless b----, let go of the past, and work on you're future.
Silent_Night Joined: Jan 8, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-01-22 09:54:40
	@JRjames: Shut the f--- up, Christian homophobe. As a matter of fact, one of my friends was gay. As for getting in the dumps cuz of what my mom said, thats not the case. JRjames, imagine your best friend. Now kill them. How does that feel? Maybe you'd be A LITTLE SAD if your BFF died. maybe? And trust me, I do prefer isolation. Especially because of people like you. So JRjames, go no with your life, and ill go on with mine, and may we never cross paths again. Ever. And about me living in the past: Maybe that's the only nice place to live in.
erinro Joined: Nov 13, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-01-22 10:37:14
	Sorry to hear about this Silent_Night. It sucks that your mom couldn't have been just a little bit supportive, geez.
Silent_Night Joined: Jan 8, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-01-22 10:54:55
	yeah....especially when people like JRjames are all bla-zay and "oh, letting urself get down like this means your weak, never show weakness, blah, blah, blah." To everyone around me, I'm as steady as a rock. I was given the gift of perfectly masking my emotions, and do so in rel life all the time.
JRjames Joined: Jan 21, '10 Status: New User	2010-01-22 12:16:12
	Damn somebody is a wee bit emotional huh? Well what I said was meant to get a rise out of you.. not a fit. s--- I've come close to death, very close and I get down as sht but like you say I keep my game face on. Hey though I hate all people equally, even you and If my best friend died.. ahh yeah I'd feel bad in a sense I guess. Original point is that you're not going on with you're life you are stuck. You don't have yesterday or tomorrow, just today each moment as it comes.
Silent_Night Joined: Jan 8, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-01-22 17:51:27
	Now I repent that I ever showed my emotion to this board. Im never comming back to these forums. bye.
haart Joined: Oct 17, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-01-22 18:03:53
	James: Attacking emotionally fragile people is pathetic. Take up a harder challenge.
JRjames Joined: Jan 21, '10 Status: New User	2010-01-22 18:28:00
	Such as?
blackbirdxx Joined: Dec 23, '09 Status: Junior User	2010-01-22 18:46:49
	How about keeping ur negativity to urself. Now theres a challenge.
JRjames Joined: Jan 21, '10 Status: New User	2010-01-22 18:50:38
	My negativity would swallow you whole.
haart Joined: Oct 17, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-01-22 18:59:44
	How about religious fundamentalists? They're always fun. Mormons are my personal favourite.
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