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shades of gray
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-11-07 05:51:12 |
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Hey sorry I didn't get back to you all bout cutting, time difference an what no, your all so great and you really helped. I didn't cut, it's been about a month since I last cut, really hard but iv gone this far now, but I still get urges. I wright songs when I wanna cut and it stops me. Things um greatfull for: being alive (sometimes) my best friend who helps me through so much this forum (n u guys) being able to take my mind off things with music (guitar) having food and water living in a rich country the nhs being able to think for myself (wierd one) caring deeply, and being able to talk to someone even if it's me. How do you take your mind off things? Xxx |
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Unanswered Thread: VRIELLIS PLEASE READ posted by Synapse 13 days ago |
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Fatality
Joined: Jul 14, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-07 05:56:21 |
| Blast my music, whatever i decide at the time, real loud. Drowns every thought out :) | |
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shades of gray
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-11-07 06:04:32 |
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Yeah, it dose. Musics my escape too. The thing is (got nowt to do with this but the hell with it, lol) I have cystic fibrosis and probs will only like to be in my late 30s that really gets to me, I feel like by 25 I may have to practicly live in hospital and I. Feel I'll have to find love now so that in 10 years time someone may love me enough to stay with me if the worst should happen. Hmmmm one of my resons I cut and music didn't really dround that out for me, reciting thoughts of it :/ xxx |
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Fatality
Joined: Jul 14, '09
Status: Senior User |
2009-11-07 06:08:28 |
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I'm srry in advance if this sounds offensive (which isn't what i want), i'm just not very good with words lol. It you only live to your late 30's, don't cut about it, don't feel down about it, do the opposite, live each day in full, as happy as you can! If your friends or lover actually care about you when you must be in hospital a lot, they'll stay by your side wouldn't they? So don't worry now about it, just be happy :) |
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stephie
Joined: Oct 15, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-11-07 09:37:04 |
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music is my escape too. I love to write and play guitar. or put my music on to escape too. It's great if you can focus on that. Also i'm begiing to think of positive things and steps i'm taking in my life. Makes me more happy. "Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets, so love the people, who treat you right, forget about the oneswho don't and believe that eveything happens for a reason. If you get a chance take it.If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said life would be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.!!! I love you all thanks for helping me.xxxx |
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shades of gray
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-11-07 09:41:10 |
| Thanks you guys and that's such a good way of ptlutting things. The frais " everything happens for a reson" has got me through so much, xxxx ooo love you guys too :) | |
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dontknowwhoiam
Joined: Nov 7, '09
Status: New User |
2009-11-07 10:22:21 |
| I listen to music when I'm tense or when I want to change something about myself. Reading books is also good but rather than giving me a solution it provides an escape I guess. | |
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Unanswered Thread: OCD Bracelet Fund Raiser posted by vbaz 34 days ago |
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