Do you keep yourself company?

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shades of gray
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-06 10:45:40
Sometimes, well all the time when I'm alone I talk to myself. Not out loud but in my head, and it's proper constant, like there's two of me having a conversation. It's really wired, I keep myself company when I'm alone, I also talk to my self when I'm around people, but it's not little thourghts it's a proper deep conversation. I think about my life, things that have happened and I come up with answers an views I never knew I had,

it's part of what makes me doubt who I am, not know who I am, was or may be in the futer. Iv started takin tests to find out who I am, sexualty, personalty, butch or not

the thing is I know this stuff, I just doubt it


Anyway, got side tracked, so talkin to yourself
xxx
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Delirius
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-06 10:53:15
I do and sometimes I forget I'm talking with myself
jujupope
Joined: Nov 6, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-06 11:26:31
Iam constantly talking to myself, trying to figure out who Iam am. Its not pretty what insight of what I am. Iam embarresed at what others have seen for so long. Iam a torchered
soul.
shades of gray
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-06 11:37:02
Mee to. I'm not proud of what I talk about. Sometimes I imagen Im talking to someone I love. Imagen there holding me, telling me they love me, imagen I'm telling them all my insucurties and they accsept it all. But it's nott, it's all me and then when u see the person I'm overwelmed with emotion. Just me?



And what do you mean (last post)
what do you all think about, or talk about?
Xxx
Delirius
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-06 11:39:50
Ive never replaced it with someone i know i just forget its me who is in my head instead of some random person that i dont know.

I just find it weird when i realize im addressing a question to myself
shades of gray
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-06 11:43:33
I do that all the time, ask myself a question, then answer ittt ????
Why bother askin if I know the answer ???
Xxx
Fatality
Joined: Jul 14, '09
Status: Senior User
2009-11-06 11:45:28
Often i'll reflect on what ive done through the week or something. Then i would imagine "alternate endings" so i would always have a better outcome if in the same situation again.

PS Its "bear" with me, i learnt my lesson from fantasy :)
shades of gray
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-06 11:48:51
Oh ok, s--- speller
I do that too, or I'll imagen a suituation I'd like to happen, often to do with finding out some good news or getting a girlfriend, not that anyone would want me :( boo hoo
lol, iv come to terms with that thoe,

and what you mean learnt your lesson from fantasy?
Xx
shades of gray
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-06 11:50:53
Delirius are you American? xxo
Delirius
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-06 11:54:48
Yes i am american. And i also do the alternate ending or what i would say next time but i never do, i always end up saying nothing lol.
shades of gray
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-06 12:00:54
I never get a chance, why are most people on hear American?
I love American accsents, probs cus I'm obsessed with pink!!!
Aha

nyway erm, yeah but do you feel like if they go away you'll be alone?
Xxx
Delirius
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-06 12:03:52
Probably because there are over 300mil people in america lol. What does an american accent sound like? You mean like the californian or new york accent?

Well probably but i dont think they will go away
Fatality
Joined: Jul 14, '09
Status: Senior User
2009-11-06 12:06:17
I said "bare with me" to fantasy one time, and she corrected me with "bear with me", and she was right xD
shades of gray
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-06 12:09:39
You can spell it both ways, bare as in no clothes and bear as in the animal

n dalirius I think it's the LA accsent I like, I wanna move to miami when I'm older. Xx
Delirius
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-06 12:29:10
Lol be prepared to see more white trash than you ever have than. LA accent is pretty much the one i have because im on that side of the country, unless you mean the extreme "like O my gosh" lol
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