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stephie
Joined: Oct 15, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-05 10:53:56
cool fatality ur my time. yay!xx
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   VRIELLIS PLEASE READ posted by Synapse 13 days ago
racyandy
Joined: Oct 23, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-06 19:30:52
Thinking: I like the music my daughter is playing on her iHome
Feeling: Excited, about to go to my Friday night 12 Step Meeting, My daughter is going, and my nephew goes to meetings now that I go to, so my daughter is gonna watch his kids, he's bringing them. Feeling greatful that i have a support system and people in my life who love and accept me for who and what I am.
Actions: Going to a meeting.
Urges: Slap Hip 4 calling me a F--king dumbass, just joking, lol nothing negitive
progress, not perfection
Delirius
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-06 19:36:18
Thinking: i hate my life, i need a f---ing job
Feeling: so-so, very paranoid that my parents are going to find out i lost my job
Actions: playing a game
Urges: I have none at the moment, gave up drugs so i really dont know what to do now
elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User
2009-11-06 20:37:20
hi racyandy, how was the 12 step meeting? u sound so happy n positive. it really feels good when we have people in our lives who love n accept us for who we are n supports us all the way. i am happy for u, racyandy.

delirius,
it's ok if your parents got to know about it. just limit playing games and i guess your urge now would be finding a job if it makes u hate your life. good luck.
Delirius
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-06 20:39:02
Ive been looking but not many places are hiring, ive applied at a lot of places
elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User
2009-11-06 20:41:16
it's ok then...u have put up efforts, so don't get paranoid about your parents (though i know how it feels..)coz u can always tell them of the action u have taken..
Delirius
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-06 20:47:57
Im afraid that illget kicked out of my house
elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User
2009-11-06 20:53:15
seriously can they do that to u?
Delirius
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-06 20:55:06
Im 18 now
Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Senior User
2009-11-06 20:57:46
Thinking: How to keep cool with my minions at work before someone files a complaint. I just havent been feeling that... friendly for the past couple weeks, not to mention the production over there has been sucking really bad lately since they had to lay off a lot of people while I was away. The place is a f---ing mess and I just dont feel like im the right guy to deal with this kinda s---. I actually wish I could go down a rank, I miss the days when I had fewer responsibilities and would be paid to work, not to think. Down to earth no-bulls--- job, but now I gotta think hard about the next batch to order in because if it doesnt get successfully merchandised then I just add fuel to this s---storm and the district manager's gonna nail my ass. I did NOT sign up for this s--- god damn it.
Feeling: Okay. Its saturday tomorrow so i'll have lots of time to screw around and shop.
Actions: Typing this s---, dumbass.
Urges: Visit the welding shop tomorrow for some N2. Bought a new mobo today with the i7 920 and wanna see how far I can speed my new toy.
Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Senior User
2009-11-06 21:00:18
and lol at racyandy wanting to smack me.

Actually I like being spanked and whipped with that funky switch, are you into BDSM? How about it, ho?

Joking... i'm not a freak.
elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User
2009-11-06 21:01:23
yeah..i mean not all parents could do that. u know your parents.
Delirius
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-06 21:02:11
You've said some things today Hip that make me worry about you... JK :)
Delirius
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-06 21:07:48
Um well they said they wouldnt but then when i turned 18 they changed their mind and set a bunch of rules, one of them being i needed to have a job to live with them.
elisafauzana
Joined: Aug 27, '09
Status: Senior User
2009-11-06 21:12:57
actually as a parent (though my son is just six now, just early planning), i'd do what your parents are doing too. that bunch of rules are necessary. if not, u'd end up depending on them n take them for granted. but u've just lost your job. n u r trying to find another. it's not that u r just sitting on it. so, i guess they wont do that to u...yet.
Unanswered Thread:
   OCD Bracelet Fund Raiser posted by vbaz 34 days ago
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