i think i need help

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vampireprincess
Joined: Aug 21, '09
Status: New User
2009-08-21 19:46:24
im 15...
i have been cutting for about 3 years now, and i always feel either angry, depressed, or alone... or even all three at the same time...
i cant be alone for long periods of time for the fear that no one will come back...
i am scared to get in a relationship cuz i dont wanna be hurt!!
i push away the ppl who are close to me and i tend to over react to certain things....
i write poems to try and vent but they are all sad and wheni re-read them i get so angry at myself and blame myself for everything i feel
i havent been completely happy in 4 years and im always home alone reading ....
i dont like to go out with friends or anything... i always want to be alone yet im scared to be alone...
so if anyone has some advice of what i should do?
Unanswered Thread:
   my test results posted by darron46 17 hours ago
michelled629
Joined: Aug 22, '09
Status: New User
2009-08-22 10:30:12
Dear VP,

I am 30 and have felt the exact same way since I was your age. Find a therapist and psychiatrist ASAP. You need the professional treatment and a great support group.
LadyStardust
Joined: Aug 20, '09
Status: New User
2009-08-23 15:03:18
same here
Unanswered Thread:
   shyness is ruining my life posted by paul1984 2 days ago
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