DOES ANYONE ELSE fee like theyre CRZY

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sarababy Joined: May 5, '10 Status: New User	2010-05-05 09:54:40
	sometimes for no reason at all..i feel stupid, worthless, ugly, suicidal. i feel like im not going to be anything in this life...i feel i will be alone..and left with nothing. i dont feel smart..i feel like i cant acheive anything. i have such a hard time trusting my boyfriend. sometimes we have been together for a year. and i love him so much. but sometimes i just dont why i treat him they way i do?? why do i feel like he doesnt love me and im not attractive and he would rather be with someone else but go stuck with me. but he gives me no reason to believe that..!!!! i have an overactive immagination someone once said to me. then sometimes im happy...and normal...and hyper. i feel like something is seriously wrong and its gonna f--- up my relationship.
elisafauzana Joined: Aug 27, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-05-05 10:27:44
	this is so common for borderliners. i have felt it so much before. but after much much big incidences happened to me and my husband, i feel so much better now. the trust, the respect and the love he had and still providing, despite all the drama i've created is the bolstering effect. without him and his support,i'll be crazy again.
alone Joined: Nov 2, '09 Status: Junior User	2010-05-06 20:11:55
	I am crazy. I know that, my phycologist knows that, my psychiatrist knows that, my parents, my siblings, my 'friends', my pastor. when you have borderline everyone thinks you crazy. The way your moods go up and down, they way you can't trust, how you can love, then hate, then love someone all in the same day. Never let yourself believe you aren't smart. Everyone can be smart. I have a lot of issues. I am temporarily home-bound. It's hell. I haven't left my house except for therapy and dc apps. for two months. At first it was horrible, but after a while I just started reading, all kinds of books, I have raised my grades from mostly Ds and Fs to all As and Im not even at school. You may be crazy, but that doesn't mean you aren't smart. You brain is different than the 'normal' person's, you disease(if you have one) is a gift. It lets you see the truth in things.
TheShape Joined: Apr 2, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-05-09 10:10:35
	im like that too, i treat my friends and family like crap one second, then im all happy and hyper, them im sad and crying and then im angry again. I try not to but i can't control it and i hardly trust anyone even though people like my mother and father are the people who i can trust with almost anything. I have low confidence in myself sometimes and then other times ill feel at the top of the world, and then again i feel like crap. I understand what your going through. Thank goodness im going to a psychologist or i'd have already killed myself
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