the way you cut yourself

lextacee Joined: Apr 5, '10 Status: Senior User	2010-06-19 12:11:12
	i love chocolate milk! hmm interestingg.. im personally fasinated by ghosts, spirits, and all that other paranormal jazz.. but i think i'd freak out if i came into contact with any of it... but im not sure lol.
aca6 Joined: Dec 19, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-06-19 14:01:59
	I still hate it. :P I love those kinds of stories but I kind have had some bad experiences with that kind of thing so urgh... so I can get freaked out easily. Though if it's in a movie (only movies) I usually laugh. Weird.
lextacee Joined: Apr 5, '10 Status: Senior User	2010-06-19 14:05:58
	and i still love it :P hmm i unfortunetly don't really have any lol i wish i did, that'd be pretty kool lol. oh don't worry i laugh in moviess to.. haha. i made paranormal activity into a comedy script when i saw it in theatres... just to piss off the lady who told me and my friends to shut up durring the preveiws... it was a fun movie to say the least.
Fatality Joined: Jul 14, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-06-19 16:24:12
	When my hallucinations first started, some stuff i saw i used to think were ghosts and the like lol. But i quickly thought rationally about it all :P
aca6 Joined: Dec 19, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-06-19 18:10:45
	Haha from chocolate to movies. :P Well, I just spent 4 to 5 hours cleaning my room since I finally have somewhere to place my things. Now I am dead tired, hoping I won't hallucinate because of your guys' talk of ghosts and the paranormal and feel like I wasted 5 hours of my life. How nice. Yes I just had to say that. ^_^
metallikatz Joined: Jun 19, '10 Status: New User	2010-06-19 19:10:55
	i used to use the edge to a roll of tape. it doesnt scratch the skin and make it soft. and it cut about the depth i wanted. then my parents was wondering why i always a roll of tape. so i moved to a razor. not as small and sharp. can cut more in a smaller area. i used to do it on my arms but parents saw it. and now i do it on my calf's or thigh's. length is about 3 inch's. i do it for emotional reasons,is a way of fealing control, and to know your alive.
dasw13 Joined: Apr 9, '10 Status: Senior User	2010-06-19 19:35:01
	any of you heard the song lez be friends by the midnight beast?
cindy001 Joined: Jun 19, '10 Status: New User	2010-06-19 20:15:15
	Ahh, feeling alive is not the point. Feeling something is.
lextacee Joined: Apr 5, '10 Status: Senior User	2010-06-19 20:18:14
	so guys i had a funtastic night.. my uncle found a guy sitting in my dads car as he was leaving with my 7 and 8yr old cuzins so he was screaming s--- at him.. and then he got out and started running and my uncle ran after him and my cuzins came running in screaming about it and my dad ran outside and busted out sprinting after my uncle and the f---er who tried breaking in..and then we called the cops and went from there...they didnt find the s---bag that did it though but we got a good description from a 7 and 8yr old in shock..but holy f--- that was insane and my dad was only in socks.... borring saturday turned interesting in 5min..
shade Joined: Apr 27, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-06-19 22:43:31
	30 days for not cutting, now afraid of my sister, which is a good thing I guess.
pennylane666 Joined: Jun 10, '10 Status: New User	2010-06-20 01:31:31
	Once I cut with the sharp metal thing that cuts toilet paper in public bathrooms, I had a hypothermia attack (couldnt breathe cause it was raining and windy) so a guy carried me from the football field to someplace dry and said I was heavy, I lost it :(
Fallen_Angel Joined: Jun 11, '10 Status: New User	2010-06-20 06:12:10
	i started off with a metal nail file or wrist banging, then i used my craft knife my mum broughtme a few years back (bad choice there) but my friend found it and took it of me. then i used blades from pencil sharpeners or sissors. the cuts arent that bad but once i smashed a glass and used the bits to carve words into my thigh and stomach which scarred really bad
lissy Joined: Jun 20, '10 Status: New User	2010-06-20 14:23:41
	i used to use my shaving razor, scissors, or a sewing needle to hurt myself. I would cut myself on my ankle you know the wrinkly part, that way when it would scar no oen could really tell the scars apart from the wrinkles. everytime i've done it i did it to punish myself, everytime i did it it hurt, i haven't cut myself in a year. and the wosrt scarr i got was actually on my left wrist where i scratched my self with my nails so badly it bled and it took about a year and a half for it to go away, i did that when i was having a really bad panic attack at school. it wasn't all that noticable though. I still get urges to hurt myself, not persay cutting but pinching y stomach or hitting my head agaisnt a wall. I have a mood disorder, social aniexty, and ocd thought patterns, and i'm really really self critical. i found this page when i was looking up how to kill myself through cutting. i'm not going to kill myself today, and yes i see a therapist, & psychiatrist. the new medication i was on to try and be a mood stablier made me feel better but when we upped it i started feeling suicidal and hating myself much much more. i went back down to my previous dose but still don't feel completly centered. and i was suicidal before we went up on the dose it seems like i always think of it as an option.
seriuse101 Joined: Jun 20, '10 Status: New User	2010-06-20 21:49:22
	well a knife is fairly easy to cum bye and depending on the type can be pretty effective i like to cut on my rite arm or left like idk why but i do sumtimes though if im just crazy depressed i cut thigh all the blood really soothes me
MeMyselfAndI Joined: Dec 10, '09 Status: Junior User	2010-06-20 22:29:20
	seriuse101 I hope you meant "come" not "cum"
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