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x0broken_wingz0x
Joined: Aug 30, '09
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2009-08-30 01:37:10 |
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MY MSN IS shangri_lette17#hotmail.com |
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Unanswered Thread: What to do?! posted by Jeanine 3 hours ago |
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unwrthygrl
Joined: Aug 30, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-30 01:47:16 |
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i use a shaving razor like addict the deepness depends on how i feel at the time but at least deep enough to start bleeding right away cutting to me is the most rewarding type of self-injury in regards to anonymous shut the f*** up! |
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nia
Joined: Aug 30, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-30 11:11:42 |
| i use knives.. or razor.. or scissors.. or if i'm down and have nothing to cut with i scratch my skin till i bleed. often i don't even notice what i'm doing, only when blood is running down my arm, that's where i usually self-injure. most of the time i cut my arm or my wrist. i don't care what other people think of it, i know it's wrong, but if they haven't been through what most of us, cutters, have they wont understand. it's hard to ask for help or realize it's a problem what we do, but leaving offensive messages won't help us. those who hurt us by saying things like what 'anonymous' wrote, are also part of the reason why we injure ourselves. thnk about it! | |
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nia
Joined: Aug 30, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-30 11:38:33 |
| i use knives.. or razor.. or scissors.. or if i'm down and have nothing to cut with i scratch my skin till i bleed. often i don't even notice what i'm doing, only when blood is running down my arm, that's where i usually self-injure. most of the time i cut my arm or my wrist. i don't care what other people think of it, i know it's wrong, but if they haven't been through what most of us, cutters, have they wont understand. it's hard to ask for help or realize it's a problem what we do, but leaving offensive messages won't help us. those who hurt us by saying things like what 'anonymous' wrote, are also part of the reason why we injure ourselves. thnk about it! | |
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-08-30 11:40:05 |
| Uh, just a question: shouldn't you be cutting up whoever caused you such grief instead of yourself? I have been thru tough s---, how come I never cut myself like a pansy? | |
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misterjax
Joined: Aug 22, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-30 13:04:03 |
| hey hip f--- you | |
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Fatality
Joined: Jul 14, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-08-30 14:05:05 |
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Hip i would cut up who caused my grief but it often isn't as simple as that ^^ GBH charges, attempted murder if i get too carried away. It seems no-one believes in omerta code of honour anymore. |
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-08-30 15:00:12 |
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You dont necessarily have to use a knife. Your fists will do fine, and if you still in school then they cant do much to you unless you permanently crippled the guy. I dont care if youre a weak pansy, it doesnt take strength to do a lot of damage. All matters is who makes the first move. I guarantee even if you are skinny and unathletic that you are strong enough to break an adult's nose, and even kill the sorry f---er if you hit the correct spot. All you need is an incentive to defend yourself. Even if you fail and you get subdued easy and beaten the s--- out of, at least you will get your point across and they likely wont mess with you in the future. You will also gain a boost in self-esteem knowing that you stood up for yourself and you will be less likely to keep cutting yourself to relieve stress. but hey, i'm only assuming a scenario here, I dont know exactly whats happening to you and why you cut yourself. Thats your issue. |
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nia
Joined: Aug 30, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-30 15:21:07 |
| i don't hurt them.. i'm not aggressive.. i'm depressed, stressed, lonely, heartbroke, whatever you wanna call it. it's not about them causing pain.. it's about us wanting to know the pain we feel inside is real. and by seeing the wounds i believe it really exists. i'm not sure about others, who cut, this's just my way of thinking. | |
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Fatality
Joined: Jul 14, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-08-30 15:54:57 |
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Remind me not to mess with you anytime Hip :p Anyways, not all the time i do it is down to someone i want to hurt. Though showing them a little pain to put things into perspective wouldn't be a bad idea at all.. But i should let you know, not everything should go my way, 'cause if it did, i'd have burnt this city down already. |
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misterjax
Joined: Aug 22, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-30 18:43:15 |
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you know what hip youve got a point beating the s--- outa someone sounds good but i would get carried away and i dont know when to stop so i might do more damage than just proving a point |
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-08-31 12:23:07 |
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>Remind me not to mess with you anytime Hip :p DONT MESS WITH ME OR ILL TIE YOU TO YOUR COMPUTER CHAIR AND FORCE YOU TO WATCH GENITAL MUTILATION VIDEOS FOR HOURS. YOU WILL NEVER GET A HARD-ON AGAIN. UNDERSTAND??????? :p But anyway, I'm not advocating violence to solve your problems or whatever. You bet your ass that things can go out of hand and you can end up permanently crippling your enemy or vice versa, and being kicked outta school and spending 6 months in juvie or spending 6 months in the hospital is not cool. It is wise to probably avoid a fight if possible. Like, if someone accuses you of coming onto his girl at a party, just tell him no you're not hittin on his girl and you dont want no trouble. If he persists then you got no choice, otherwise its an example of a situation where it isnt worth it. You dont have much dignity to defend and nothing to lose, so f--- it. Let the dumbass walk. But if someones blatantly causing you grief and pissing around with you then you dont let em walk. Just dont mutilate yourself though, thats dumb. I realize its more complex than relieving stress of being picked on but is some kind of permanent stress/depression or whatever. As that 11yo girl (HidexMyPain) revealed, being violated when she was small took its toll on her. People who would permanently f--- up a child, for what? An orgasm... Humanity is really f---ed up. I hear ya on the part about wanting to burn a city down. |
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fantasy
Joined: Jul 28, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-31 12:51:52 |
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Hip: I don't always know who is causing me pain .. sometimes it's just myself, the way I think about things, the things I say to myself. Even if I knew who was hurting me, I couldn't beat them up or hurt them because for one I'm really weak .. even for a girl ... and for another, if I hurt the people that hurt me I'd only be hurting myself indirectly.. does that make sense? |
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nia
Joined: Aug 30, '09
Status: New User |
2009-08-31 14:19:30 |
| the things i believe to be true about me hurt me more than what others say. i don't always want to hurt myself, i need to. seeing them in pain won't make me feel better. | |
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Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Junior User |
2009-08-31 14:42:55 |
| fantasy, yeah I guess. | |
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Unanswered Thread: VRIELLIS PLEASE READ posted by Synapse 14 days ago |
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