the way you cut yourself

Addicted7 Joined: Jan 31, '10 Status: Senior User	2010-05-16 20:12:59
	Awww I'm sorry aca
lextacee Joined: Apr 5, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-05-16 21:26:15
	aca: im sorrrry :( and hmm normal subjects... hmmmm idk lol.
lextacee Joined: Apr 5, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-05-16 22:58:46
	im not looking forward to school tomorrow... everything about my brother has been put on the news and through all the local annd city-wide newpapers.. i honestly dont think im going to make it through the day, and to make things worse my brother has his expelsion hearing... i f---ing hate my school right now, theyre ruining his senior year to make a stupid example of him, hes getting hit with 3rd offense s--- and its only his first.. this is soo dumb...why are they doing this? someone please tell me... those girls are so damn f---ing lucky i havent touched them yet and the only reason i havent is because i dont wnat my brother getting in more trouble then hes aleady in, and i cant even do it this week because of prom but i swear to f---ing god if he gets explled tomorrow im going to flip s--- next monday at school... i swear im lucky i havent fluipped out on them yet... uggghh.. i want school to end nd everything to be over already i cant deal with it anymore... sorry for the rant..
Old Guy Joined: Nov 6, '09 Status: Junior User	2010-05-17 08:51:45
	Ghris If you are in California and over 13 the doctor doesn't have to tell you family anything about your cutting. They may counsel you or recommend you speak to a psychiatric professional. Talking to a therapist is not a bad thing. If you are cutting that is a symptom that all is not right with you. Cutting is very difficult to stop without professional help. Don't put off seeking medical attention because you fear your cutting will be discovered. If your doctor ask about your scars be honest tell him or her why you cut and what you get from cutting.
xena0527 Joined: May 17, '10 Status: New User	2010-05-17 11:12:52
	Disorder | Rating Paranoid: Very High Schizoid: Moderate Schizotypal: Very High Antisocial: Low Borderline: Very High Histrionic: High Narcissistic: High Avoidant: Very High Dependent: High Obsessive-Compulsive: High URL of the test: [no urls] URL for more info: [no urls] Okay, so I am a mess and I've known this, but what do I need to do. I have attempted to work and end up quitting because I can't handle it. I am frequently depressed and many other things.
ireland Joined: May 1, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-05-17 11:28:20
	Take some time out for urself if u can financially and stop reading into the test so much x
Trueliffee Joined: May 17, '10 Status: New User	2010-05-17 20:40:43
	I cut for this first time 3 days ago. I liked the pain. I used a pair of really sharp sissors. I cut on my left forearm. My boyfriend told me not to do it again, but I like it. But I don't wanna lose him
lextacee Joined: Apr 5, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-05-17 21:30:09
	truelife: why did you cut? did you have or reason or did you do it just to do it? if your doing it just to do it, stop because its useless and quite frankly i think its annoying.. but if you have a legit reason to cut, then just hide it better... cut somewhere else instead of your arms.
Trueliffee Joined: May 17, '10 Status: New User	2010-05-18 15:54:28
	Stress. My boyfriend kept yellin at me for nothing. My friends are being jerks to me.
aca6 Joined: Dec 19, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-05-18 16:20:41
	Anyone there? It's so boring! :P BTW: Aca feels better now but her puppy just got a hair cut and bit the groomer! Very funny. Never give a malti-poo a hair cut, it will not turn out well.
lextacee Joined: Apr 5, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-05-18 16:42:58
	aca!! im on!! no ones really ever on anymore :( its sad. hahaha wow, epic about your puppy.
lextacee Joined: Apr 5, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-05-18 16:44:50
	truelife: if all he does is yell at you, you probably deserve better, but idk you that well, so dont take my advicee.. and about your friends, theydont really seem like good friends if they're being mean.
aca6 Joined: Dec 19, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-05-18 19:49:47
	Lex: Missed you by about 20 minutes. Nobody is ever one anymore. Hopefully it'll pick up by summer. Yep, I have an awesome puppy. He now happens to look like a hairless poodle but he still manages to pull it off. Now he's raping his orange teddy bear toy and barking at me for my Japenese style noodles. :)
PumpkinPie Joined: May 18, '10 Status: New User	2010-05-18 20:52:57
	i just cut my self for the first time. as i write this i am watching the blood ooze from a gash on my leg. its funny, how i thought this would help, how i thought this would make her suffer. friends cause you hell, and i wanted 2 show them i could cause myself hell, i could do it 2. but the cuts on my leg r reminding me of the devil i was trying 2 free myself of. because i am now like her, because i cut. i can feel that i am a monster now, that i will not stop, because i cant. a new scar for every betrayal, every heartache, every feeling. i am addicted. its like drugs, but cheaper. a sin, it is, how easy it was. how easy it was 2 destroy the once so harmless razor turn it into my weapon, my demise. and now, when i close my eyes, joy will fill them. knowing i can control something, no matter how small. it beautiful, really, this feeling right now. its a shame only the beholders of this message will know. my firends wouldnt understand. i dont fit the image. but its okay, because neither do they. any tips? much love, 2 heal these wounds i have inflicted, so i may create more.
shade Joined: Apr 27, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-05-19 00:48:31
	I have decided to try to stop cutting. I hate it, and I'm not proud of it. I'm going to tell my sister about it, she's cut herself before and I helped her through it before. She's the only one I can trust right now. She's going to be pissed, but I want to stop. I'll take any advice from anyone who has any, please. I don't know how I got like this, a lot of people say I'm the sanest person they know. I used to be such a happy person, my parents always said I was the good one, and I was, until I took a wrong turn somewhere. Again, if any one has any advice, please help me, I feel like I'm having an anxiety attack just thinking about telling my sister.
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