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blackfox
Joined: Apr 13, '10
Status: New User
2010-04-26 20:44:22
Lol I have two A's they are in my AP language and reading classes and my parents are giving me 100$ just to get by with those two A's and the rest need to just be C's or above, sorry for not being on earlier when I asked my rents came in when I posted that and they almost saw the sanctuary that is this site. Oh I got some of those rave pants off of strangedays.com they are freaking awesome! They are baggy, black, have loads of chains and stuff like that, and HAVE REFLECTORS! They were 250$ though... OMG I got my first car the other day my parents gave it to me for free! It is a black sedan with surround sound stereo radio! Now that I am all excited I had a crappy day hows about you guys?
blackfox
Joined: Apr 13, '10
Status: New User
2010-04-26 20:51:28
OMG Inspiration I just found the best way to burn ever addicted! take a match light it up let it burn 4 a sec then blow it out then press it to the spot you are gonna burn
aca6
Joined: Dec 19, '09
Status: Senior User
2010-04-26 21:04:26
Wow. You're a bit late, Fox. :)
LoveLost
Joined: Mar 2, '10
Status: Senior User
2010-04-26 22:10:37
well shoot ya'll. How're my favorite kids?
MeMyselfAndI
Joined: Dec 10, '09
Status: Junior User
2010-04-26 22:14:28
Oh my god guys, haven't cut in a while now, kinda proud. Big story:

I got my report card today, my dad likes to punish me if I get too many B's, and I got 3 B's, a C+, and an F in film and TV (I'm no good with cameras). I haven't shown my report card to him yet, But I am so scared to show him... It would be the end of the world for me. For example, last year he threatened to put me in "boot camp" because I need to learn "discipline and concentration" since I got too many B's and I can "easily get straight A's with any effort at all" I'm really scared guys.
LoveLost
Joined: Mar 2, '10
Status: Senior User
2010-04-26 22:15:59
Damn dude that sucks. Hiding it from your dad won't make it go away though. You've gotta face the problem eventually and sooner the better. Maybe you can reason with him.
MeMyselfAndI
Joined: Dec 10, '09
Status: Junior User
2010-04-26 22:18:23
I know, I'm showing him tomorrow. He was out today At a jobsite or something for most of the day, and he was in a grumpy mood.
aca6
Joined: Dec 19, '09
Status: Senior User
2010-04-26 22:36:48
Lost: Damn it, why do I always seem to miss your posts?

MeMyselfAndI: Face your Father. It won't do any good to hide it unless you can change it. Don't be afraid. He can't kill you and even if he does hurt you in any way it only lasts for a while. Eventually you'll be able to leave the house forever and he can't do anything anymore.
Addicted7
Joined: Jan 31, '10
Status: Senior User
2010-04-27 02:58:01
Black: lol u r a little slow bud I've been doing that for a while lol.
Lost: dammit I missed u again
Addicted7
Joined: Jan 31, '10
Status: Senior User
2010-04-27 13:27:34
Anyone on? If not all y'all fail cuz I'm bored lol
petpet
Joined: Apr 27, '10
Status: New User
2010-04-27 13:29:16
i slice my wrists with a pencil sharpener razor. i dont give a f--k what people ask me why they ask me oh arent you hot its the middle of summer im wearing sweaters. it scares most people to see my arms anyways. so if someone thinks i did do it they dont wanna see. and eraser burns. i go to town with those. all huge and nasty puss drippin out of it. i like to cut myself to where i can see inside for a week or 2. i know i need stitches but once again idgaf. ill be a cutter til the day i die. i just cant believe i came across something this ridiculous you guys are a bunch of kids looking for attention. leave cutting to the big kids[:
Addicted7
Joined: Jan 31, '10
Status: Senior User
2010-04-27 13:37:40
Pshh I'm not doing it for attention and hell no I'm not stoppin
dasw13
Joined: Apr 9, '10
Status: Junior User
2010-04-27 14:26:30
and neither do I!!!!!!!
Addicted7
Joined: Jan 31, '10
Status: Senior User
2010-04-27 14:55:17
God what the hell?? Can't people our age do it fur fun?? God
lid4567
Joined: Apr 27, '10
Status: New User
2010-04-27 15:17:23
I've never done this befor lol. I've read some of these and thought i should give it a try.
I've been cutting for about three years now. It was my only escape. I'm been through a lot of s--- in my life. And that was the only thing that made me feel, well, satisfied. I have scars all over me. Legs, arms, feet, shoulders, everywhere you can think of. But this year i got a new boyfriend. He's very nice. But unfortunitally, he found my scars and fresh cuts. He's helped me through a lot of stuff. And he hasn't made me want to cut as much. But i still always think about it and i always want to. He made me promise not to do it. The one hardest promise ever. I've been clean for two months. My mom's found out many times and is makeing me put some scar serium on my scars. I know that one day i will do it again. I know one day the aginising little bit of self controle that i have will plumit. But i hope it wont be for awhile. I need help. Maybe this new blog website thing will help.
By the way, ignore my crappy spelling lol
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