the way you cut yourself

Rosiee26 Joined: Mar 24, '10 Status: New User	2010-03-24 06:18:05
	I use a shaving razor, just attack it with scissors and get one of the blades out. I used to cut my legs and thighs but the parentals got suspicious. Now I cut my hip underneath my underwear line, usually deep enough to get a whole tissue covered in blood? I'm worried about people seeing the scars though. I just want to be happy again. so hard to stop. Can I just ask the reasons why everyone does it?
nefarious Joined: Mar 22, '10 Status: New User	2010-03-24 07:54:00
	well ppl found out that i cut and now i have to go see a shirnk! well this oughtta be funn! NOT!
nefarious Joined: Mar 22, '10 Status: New User	2010-03-24 07:55:45
	fml! i hate this
alone Joined: Nov 2, '09 Status: Junior User	2010-03-24 08:15:38
	i remember when people found out about my cutting. i thought starting therapy would be the end of my life. in a way i was right. but it does help, only if you want itto though. ill be in therapy for the rest of mylife, i have been diagnosed with BPD. But that may not be true for you(nefarious) but youll be there for a long time. take it seriously, and youll be done sooner. take it like a joke and youll be in therapy a whole lot longer than you want to be, i learned that the hard way.
Fatality Joined: Jul 14, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-03-24 08:53:00
	Hip, yes, yes i am. I can, for once, honestly say there is nothing for me to live for, there is no point in me attempting to get rid of this disease when the underlying causes, and everything happening still continues to exist. And i think the worst of my grammar was typed into my economics essay lol. But those ghosts, hallucinations, whatever they are plague me quite often :( Anyways, i could go on, but i have a dentist appointment for in like 15 minutes. (PS it wasn't whiskey, vodka and then lager when it ran out ^^)
LoveLost Joined: Mar 2, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-03-24 15:13:08
	fatality you are the s--- my friend. im kinda curious what having those apparitions are like. i know it must suck hardcore but maybe comforting at the same time cuz you get to see your friend? i dunno could be super wrong also nefarious... therapists are what keep me alive, so yes for me they are fun. i'd rather see them everyday if it keeps me from going through with what i have planned. so consider your self lucky you get to go to counseling..... jesus...
Fatality Joined: Jul 14, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-03-24 15:30:31
	At first, when i wasn't thinking properly, i guess it was comforting cause i saw her, spoke to her.. But then i realised, its impossible, and then i realised just how lonely i am, that my only friend is gone and i talk to the hallucinations of her. Thank god i see the funny side of it lol. Theres also another thing that i guess haunts me, but i ain't gonna type that out cause it scares the s--- out of me.
Hip Joined: Aug 10, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-03-24 16:30:04
	Well Faty, that would be a waste, you being so lonely and suicidal for a guy who can accomplish so much and is more than capable of seducing a hot girl to gladly f--- your brains out. I would kill for your height, build and "prettyboy" complexion. I dont know if that sentiment helps, but realistically you ARE f---ed up mentally. I wish I could say your problem is curable, but being the honest prick I am, will reveal again that there isnt, from any realistic point of view. But I do encourage you to keep living, just wait until you earn your independence when your 18 and start making your own money before doing anything dumb. You got another decade before you have the credibility to claim that youve went thru all the important phases in life and know your place on the planet. All kinds of s--- changes, pal, trust me. You never know, your mental illness may just fade and disappear. Many people have felt better, and its impossible to know due to all the variables involved in their life that may or may not have had an impact, but sometimes simply letting time pass can be a major factor. Nature is unpredictable. Also, neural interfacing is developing and you never know what kind of breakthrough they might make in the future. Your hallucinations/depression/everything may finally be treatable. Seriously man, if you kill yourself then its one less cool, modest guy on the planet and more illiterate, proud f---bags like a few in my town I could point out. People who really are worthless and just collecting welfare somehow retain their happiness, so you sure as f--- should learn god damn it.
Fatality Joined: Jul 14, '09 Status: Senior User	2010-03-24 16:55:27
	I guess you're right, i guess all my problems might at some point be one way or another solved. But i'm not making promises on my cutting though.. I never really was good at comprimising lol.
emo cutie Joined: Mar 7, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-03-24 17:05:29
	yo........
LoveLost Joined: Mar 2, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-03-24 17:13:11
	ive basically just stopped caring about everything. i have one person left in my life that i talk to, other thank my counselor/psychiatrist. i totally stopped going to class, i have a calc exam tom which im super boned on. i mean nothing really shouts, "Hey stay alive for me, get better so you can live for me". nothing seems important enough to f---ing get out of bed and go do, unless im on meds i cant
LoveLost Joined: Mar 2, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-03-24 18:20:20
	anyone around?? i need to talk to someone
Addicted7 Joined: Jan 31, '10 Status: Senior User	2010-03-24 18:23:57
	I'm here what's up lost?
LoveLost Joined: Mar 2, '10 Status: Junior User	2010-03-24 18:24:08
	just not feeling to good tonight
Addicted7 Joined: Jan 31, '10 Status: Senior User	2010-03-24 18:27:22
	Awww I'm sorry Hun :-( I feel ur pain
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