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Idontreallyknow
Joined: Nov 9, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-09 15:02:38
Hello guys, iv been reading some of your comments for ideas, but i swim and do a lot of sport an my scars raise awkward questions. Im also not finding what i use satisfactory anymore. Any ideas of new things to use and where? Thanx.
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   My results posted by lucky13 23 hours ago
alone
Joined: Nov 2, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-10 10:58:50
i swim too, for the most part i just blow off the questions, my coach pulls me aside and ask me what happened but i just tell her i fell or something.
alone
Joined: Nov 2, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-10 11:00:24
darklust, try scissors they actually work better than knives.

fantasy
Joined: Jul 28, '09
Status: Senior User
2009-11-10 11:01:48
I hate scissors ... razors all the way o.O
hopscotch
Joined: Sep 8, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-11 00:20:26
yer i like razors better aswell. they are just better :P
CCW
Joined: Sep 21, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-11 06:30:45
I like being the damage-test dummy for my classmates, lol.
Idontreallyknow
Joined: Nov 9, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-11 07:56:23
Thanx, ok well its mainly the other swimmers tbh, not the coach. Where do i get better razors? Cos i cant break them off the disposables like i used to
stephie
Joined: Oct 15, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-11 10:44:20
idontreallyknow. It seems like swimming is a good coping skill for you rather than cutting can you, or is ther anyway u can think of to distract yourself from this. It is hard i know but it is much more rewarding knowing you haven't cut by acting on something positive, like your swimming.When you do cut please though make sure you use something clean and don't go too deep. xx hope you can stop.xx
Idontreallyknow
Joined: Nov 9, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-11 13:00:51
Stephie thanx that was a really nice msg, i dont know how other people feel, but i dont want to stop. It feels good. But thanx anyway! xxx
Schoolgoth124
Joined: Nov 11, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-11 13:59:47
I'm surprised I actually found a thread like this. :) Well, first time, I used a cutter from my mom's desk like when I was 11 or so. After I had to throw that away, I think I used my nails to scratch the skin raw. I stopped for about a year, then kept using my nails. I got fustrated with all that clear plasma stuff that gathered on the wounds, so I switched to scissors. I really worked well, since all I got was clean cuts and tiny amounts of blood. ^^" I once tried to used the cap of a pen but I couldn't get any clean cuts. After that I got an idea and tried this: I yanked the eraser out of a pencil, bit the metal part flat, and used that to carve a name into my arm, to try something different. No one knows where I keep my scissors, pencil, and tissues (I gotta have tissues to blot up the blood) since there in my small bag where I keep my "girl stuff". My friend Erika always calls me a "natural hardcore emo" since I'm only like 13. ^^""""
Schoolgoth124
Joined: Nov 11, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-11 14:48:18
Thing is, once I cut, after the pain is gone, I feel bad because someone would eventually find out. The exact thing happened like a couple days ago. I ended up showing a boy my scars because he wouldn't shut up. I had to talk to the school counselor, and the principal. My gramma blamed my mom after my mom found out, and my aunt won't stop talking about it. But...it's addictive. :(
emogirl3
Joined: Nov 8, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-11 19:58:40
I have to go to the doctors tomorrow at medical city from like 12:45 to like 2 pm. Im not really looking foward.
imperfect
Joined: Nov 11, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-11 22:43:10
When i cut i usually do it on my inner thigh so that no one will see it. when i want to cut deep and bleed a lot i will do it on my fore arm with an eye brow shaper because it is as sharp as a razor blade and it has a long handle
jwljwljwl
Joined: Oct 20, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-12 01:23:01
yesterday i cut on my hand. it kinda hurt, more than usual. but its healing already :(
Idontreallyknow
Joined: Nov 9, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-12 09:13:43
Eyebrow shaper? That sounds good, i dont think u can buy just razorblades easily anymore.. and i dont think a pen knife wuld be as good?
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