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So_Confused
Joined: Sep 27, '09
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2009-09-27 20:17:36
im 15 too.
My life use to be really good. but lately its just been going all wrong, im getting in lots of trouble, i think somewhere along the line i got caught up with the wrong people, and it leaded to this...
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   my test results posted by darron46 12 hours ago
So_Confused
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2009-09-27 20:21:08
its only a problem if you do some thing wrong, and something goes wrong. people don't have the right to judge you.
Egh
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2009-09-27 20:24:05
Well, life’s a b----. Sorry to break it to you, but it really is. Do you have any friends who cut? I've come to realize that knowing someone who cuts or is more experienced with this is helpful. No one knew about my problem until Jan and when it was nice to get some input>>> you have this website though, and I didn’t, so you might not feel the same way I do.
My ipod is on shuffle and funny enough, a song called cut us and we bleed just came one.
Egh
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2009-09-27 20:25:22
then* it was nice to get some input
Cinerhpozihcs
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2009-09-27 20:28:23
I used to be happy, too, until I started learning things I didn't want to ever know. I enjoyed being ignorant, but then I was forced to understand what was happening all around me, and now I have many, many problems. If only I could have stayed a fool, I would have been happy for forever. But, now, I'm using all sorts of things to cut--or otherwise harm--us physically. We sometimes wonder if something might change if my physical pain reaches the same level as my emotional/mental pain. Of course, that would be silly, but hope was one of the things We really miss having. Everything will eventually work itself out, right, Me? Of course it will! Now, let's get another razor. ^-^
So_Confused
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2009-09-27 20:30:34
i know lifes a B**** trust me ! no i don't. some of my friends are the type that will be like what a freak. some will probally be like you need help. and others will just be like why?.
this website is pretty good. you gave me all the answers i needed.
funny about the iPod
Egh
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2009-09-27 20:36:20
Well, listen, if that’s how your friends are, just make sure you don’t tell them. Or say anything that might imply that you do. My best friend apparently knew WAY before I told her and not because she saw it, I always covered around her, but because I once said something careless about blood or something. Just watch what you say, your friends are most likely not stupid. And, I’m guessing you’re like me, not someone who seems ‘the type’. That’s good; it works to your advantage. People won’t automaticly thing that you cut yourself if you don’t seem to be ‘the type’. If they’re not that bad, you might even try to pass them off as ‘my new kitten scratched me’ type things.
So_Confused
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2009-09-27 20:43:00
your right im not the type people would think would do such a thing to myself, so i guess thats good in some way because people wont think anything of it if they do see it. when im at school i try a act happy and cheerful. but people know im faking and people would consider me emo. even though they dont say it to my face, i know there thinking it. my best friends would probally kill me if they found out. even though my best friend once wanted to kill herself, but she wouldn't .
Cinerhpozihcs
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2009-09-27 20:45:29
If you're cutting similar to how I cut myself, saying something like "My new kitten scratched me" would make it seem like you're flat out lying. If someone notices, it may be best to just tell them, "It's nothing. Forget about it."

(Heh. Other person: "What the Hell happened?!"
Me: "My new kitty scratched me."
Other person: "What kind of kitty did -that-?!"
Me: "I heard it's something called a 'Lion' over in Africa. I'm not sure, but there's nothing to worry about." *Walk away or wait for their response*)
Egh
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2009-09-27 20:50:50
All right babe. I've got a bunch of geometry homework I need to do. Mommy and Daddy wont let me take drivers ed unless I bring them grades up. It was nice talking to you!
Good luck with everything!
So_Confused
Joined: Sep 27, '09
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2009-09-27 20:55:35
you too ... Bye Bye
Cinerhpozihcs
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2009-09-27 20:56:47
Yes, I'm going to leave, as well. This razor is really making me angry because it has become so dull. I wish you good luck, So Confused, and try not to over do it if you decide to give cutting a try. I'll probably be checking in again tomorrow (unless something unexpected comes up), so feel free to post any questions, or whatever, for then. Besides, others may even answer you. :D
So_Confused
Joined: Sep 27, '09
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2009-09-27 20:57:00
yea ill be creative somehow. i dont really care about what my friends think. i just don't want my parents finding out ...
So_Confused
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2009-09-27 20:57:53
ohk... Bye, might talk to you 2morow
CatterPillar
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2009-09-27 23:54:40
I use my own hands, usually when i am frustrated or upset, i get this feeling like i just opened a window somwhere inside me. I dont like to use other objects because when i use my own nails i feel like i was in control and not getting help from anything else
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   So which razor/blade posted by Hip 2 days ago
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