thinking,, ALL THE TIME

KIMSY Joined: Jun 26, '10 Status: New User	2010-06-27 10:35:19
	HAS ANY1 EVA THOUGHT SOOOO MUCH IT HAS MADE U PHYSICALLY SICK, PANIC AND ANXIETY ATTACKS?? @ NIGHT WAKE I FIND IT PARTICALLY WORSE??
KIMSY Joined: Jun 26, '10 Status: New User	2010-06-27 10:41:32
	LOL @ AD!! I THINK THAT ITS ALL RELATED IN ONE WAY OR THE OTHER!!! MENTAL HEALTH IS A DIAGNOSED PROBLEM IN MANY FORMS OR WAYS AND CAN BE BUNDLE IN TO ONE!!DONT KNOW WHERE ARE SOOO MANY THREAD TITLES YES!!! I SHUD MAKE A THREAD OV WOT DOESNT KILL MAKES U A DRINKER!!
adam29 Joined: Jun 26, '10 Status: New User	2010-06-27 16:19:56
	aight, I'll bite I guess. I started drinking in social situations to kind of remove my tenancies to be more reserved. Even when I was drinking by myself I felt an urge call or text people, it made me more talkative. It turned down the dial in my head that was analyzing everything. It gave me a sense everything was alright. Well, that phase was pretty short lived. I eventually got drunk as a pure escape from reality. Even when at parties I got black out drunk. And up to a certain point I was outgoing and just trying to have fun. But something always went through my head that if this feels good, drinking more will make me feel even better (which was never the case). Straight from the get go I really had no control after i started. And people always told me I was angry when I got drunk, I guess it was built up anger that I've held back. (I've never been the person who confronts people and expresses my anger that way). drinking a couple times a week turned into every night. And somewhere along that way I was prescribed anti-anxiety meds. I felt the combo really affected me the best(the dumbest thing I could do). Then I would start drinking before classes thinking that would make things more enjoyable...and so on and so on(you can see where that is going) a couple of overdoses, droppin out of school twice mid-semester, detox and rehab. I'm back with a clear head trying to fight my demons without any substance abuse.
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