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OverThere
Joined: Sep 6, '09
Status: New User
2009-09-06 02:12:50
Why do we lack a community? Is it because we're antisocial? What if we were antisocial together? Think of all the terrible things we could do.
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   VRIELLIS PLEASE READ posted by Synapse 13 days ago
Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-09-06 11:22:40
There is a community, such as totse.com where you can discuss "theoretical" production of drugs, bioweapons, hacking, and clever ways to dispose of people who f--- with you, and other anarchistic topics. Half the people there are just 15 year olds talking tough, though.

Antisocial people dont have friends the same way regular people do. And they would definitely be too proud to build a community on a board where people with psychological problems frequent.

"Hey were all have a psychological disorder lets be friends." Know how pathetic that sounds?

Instead, theyll only build a community on another basis, such as "we all love growing orange kush, list me the prices in your city and I might move," or "we all love hustling jews, tell me how many yall scored."
OverThere
Joined: Sep 6, '09
Status: New User
2009-09-07 02:46:50
I was just thinking, you know, you and I could meet up. And, you know, we could see who's the better master manipulator. Just kidding. Do you want to hangout?
fantasy
Joined: Jul 28, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-09-07 17:23:02
:O
Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-09-07 18:01:21
Nah I'm good. I prefer to do my own dirty work, my way :>
henrietta
Joined: Jun 13, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-09-08 13:24:24
we don't hang out bc we could never trust eachother and it would always end bad. say you and i hung out, eventually we would turn on eachother out of boredom and suspicion. and if two aspd people hung out and did "bad things" one of them would always betray the other when the law caught them.
fantasy
Joined: Jul 28, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-09-09 13:18:36
Where do you guys all live? I live in the Bay area, cali
ShadowMarshal
Joined: Sep 30, '09
Status: New User
2009-09-30 11:23:32
totse is dead. zoklet.net took over its forum duties
Hip
Joined: Aug 10, '09
Status: Senior User
2009-09-30 16:17:20
Yeah I heard. Does it still have lab tips and BLTC?
Amonisis
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-03 10:27:24
HAHA lol. Closest one I can think of is murderspace(dot)com. But most of the people on there are like 17 year old boys who talk BS, and people claiming to be serial murderers. I still have an account there, but it got so... overwealming with the idiocy that I stopped going months ago.

Reminds me of some song lyrics though, the whole 'psychopathic pride' stuff lol:

Psychopathic pride, the only thing I've got inside
Stand atop the tallest building, shout it out clear far and wide
No longer will we hide, the morally insane unite
f--- your conscience and your morals, your society has died
So now here we stand allied, against the rest of humankind
We're not so different us and them, but we've got sickness on our side
Most of us kill love or trust, but some love homicide
You'd never know by looking hence we're monsters in disguise!


Then another... look at the first letter of each sentence:

People don't understand the kind of kid I am
Some say I'm sick some say I'm mean, but I don't give a damn
You wouldn't even know it if I was walking down the street
Cause I look like everyone else and can be charming, nice and sweet
However get to know me and you'll see a different side
On the surface I look normal but I prey upon your mind
People are just meat to me and I use them how I want
And don't think just cause you know me that you're safe from my assault
Twisted in the mind and I kill with no remorse
Hack your face the f--- up cause you're just another corpse

etc...

I greet you with a smile, b----, you're f---ing in denial
Cause I know you've got suspicions, and you've had them for a while
I'm your sweet and gentle neighbour the one you rarely ever see
I constructed this web of lies so that they wont ever capture me
Now its been happening every week, another girls' stolen from the streets
And none of you are any wiser that I'm a killer stuck on repeat
Who would ever suspect that that I'm up lurking in your midst
Ain't no f---ing way that it's ___ that's got the police pissed

Oh, and this one, it's actually from the first one I posted:

Walking down out in the rain, Average Jane should be my name
If you look back there's no suspicion, I don't have a shred of blame
Inconspicuous yet lethal, a monster in disguise
I'm just your quiet friendly neighbor, the one with murder in my eyes
If this s--- got out in public, I bet you all would be surprised
Cause there ain't no way in hell you tell the f---ed up s--- I keep inside
Softly smiling, charming wit with empathy that you can feel
No wonder murder's f---ing easy, that s--- has never been for real
(Oh really? Are you sure it's her? She was such a gentle girl)
So I slaughter who I choose, disregarding human life
I'm reckless and impulsive with a heart as cold as ice
A neat and tidy monster, the kind you never would suspect
Hiding out here in plain sight makes me harder to detect
Always there right by your side to lend a helping hand
Once I was caught, you became distraught as you tried to understand
But it makes me laugh, as a psychopath, amused that it took so long
Just another face in society, so how could I do you wrong?
Chorus:
The societal opression
Leads to self deception
I give in to my agression
As the flesh is just a lie
The purest of expressions
Performed by the exception
I sp--- moral supression
When I make another die
I fall into regression
Psychopathic is my blessing
Judged by first impressions
So I'm just a normal 'guy'
Look in my reflection
The power of perception
Will teach you all a lesson
For I am a monster in disguise

And more!
I can grab you by the heart and break it
I grab you by the life and take it
I may seem like you, but I fake it
Because I'm the killing kind
My emotion state is vacant
Ain’t no way in hell you’ll make it
Your society, I’ll rape it
‘Cause I got psychopathic pride


Geez... lot's of it to go around. =)


Wtf I noticed on preview that they dislike the word 'sp---'??? Weird... well s-p-u-r-n is what it is supposed to say on that Monster in Disguise chorus.
CrazyGuy
Joined: Oct 13, '09
Status: Junior User
2009-11-03 10:38:32
Amonisis your posts are too LONG!!!
Amonisis
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-03 10:48:13
But anyways, more serious... yeah, it doesn't work very well. At least not on my end. I've met a few others, and we (or at least me anyways) can sense it in each other, as weird as that may sound. But you guys may have experienced it as well? Like, in person, you can just... tell? None of my friends in highschool were psychopathic, just me... and I was the ringleader of the group and we did plenty of bad things regardless. It was actually pretty fun because the vice principal was always trying to nail me for something, but he never could get me. Finally, when I was 14 they caught us (well me) setting fires on the school ground, and it turned into a HUGE blame game, but in the end we were all suspended. There was also an incident were they thought I was a cult leader, and that I was killing animals on the schoolground and leaving the bodies there (becaue a few were found). Actually... let me see if I have anything written about my youthful 'adventures', ah yup. Here I'll post some, from the only report I have in electronic form:

just little exceprts-
Sometimes, ___ had friends over when (mother) was gone. There were times when she did things that were frightening for the other girls.
She held a knife to a friend’s neck and placed it on the Webcam for other children to see. The other girl was not a voluntary participant.
She was a nice girl but not an equal as she may have had Attention Deficit Hyperactivity Disorder and Fetal Alcohol Syndrome. ____ was able to manipulate her.
She and this group would walk around hallways and stab people when it was crowded and no one could be detected. On a number of occasions, it was said that ____ choked some of her friends and other individuals.
On one occasion, a teacher brought a dead deer to the school and blood leaked into the snow. ____ and one of her friends ate the blood covered snow. It was the school’s assessment that she was too dangerous to allow back into their system. A number of children expressed considerable fear about being around her.
Oh, and related... about the psychward:
She was very astute at manipulating the behaviours of vulnerable patients. They quickly would feel that she was their best friend and would do things for her. This came to a head when she convinced a schizophrenic youth to help her kill one of the young patients.
She is enjoying having two people around her during the day at her beck and call. (lol, that's about the IRCS order like thing I was on)

So... you see, how the hell would that all play out with more than one? The others I've met, we instantly dislike each other. On the Maples unit there was one such kid, and everyone else bought his poor-me, I wanna change BS but not me (and I went around trying to tell everyone to get their heads out of their asses about him as well), and I don't think he bought my stuff either. Oddly, there weren't any in jail... well there was one actually. Sort of, but he was so preoccupied with the fact that I didn't think he was scary or psychopathic at all, and he followed me around trying to figure out why.
Amonisis
Joined: Nov 3, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-03 10:48:45
I know they're long. Sorry. What am I supposed to do? Lol.
solidface
Joined: Nov 10, '09
Status: New User
2009-11-11 16:16:15
I don't understand the desire to manipulate people just for fun. Like, theoretically maybe I could but it just seems like a waste of time. I don't care enough about people to want to mess with them just for my own amusement; maybe confuse them or bark like a dog or something but not go out of my way to hurt anybody just to do it. I just want people to leave me alone. The idea of a community of antisocial people does make me laugh though. It sounds like fun until I really think about the inevitability of everybody turning on each other one by one. I pretty much have one friend and I've been getting more and more distant because I'm afraid of hurting her. It's scary. I don't understand what makes me tick.
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