So Confussed

Sometimes I look at you and just want to cry
Other times I just laugh and sigh.
Guys will be guys that is no lie,
to change this fact, it's pointless to try.

I see now that I can not hide,
The things I hold so deep inside.
I truely want you by my side,
To have and hold and love never subside

When your not around all I do is cry,
Hiding it from you I always try.
I know this is something I shouldn't do,
But the last thing I want is to hurt you.

Even though you hurt me everyday,
I cannot stop loving you in any way.
I want you all the time holding me,
Which is the only thing that keeps me free.

So please help me trust you,
Like I did once before;
Help to heal my broken heart too,
For you are my rock, my soul, my core.

With all my love,
~PsychoticDarkangel