Posted by spidermonkey02 on Apr 24-04 2:53pm Send Private Message

I'm too analytical, mind in a daze Rough as leather, soft as lace Too naive, can't think for myself Wishing for Heaven, yet living in Hell Hopeless as fuck, a little spark to spare Speaking words that only hit air No love for myself, I'm my only friend No more heart to break, no more pain to mend Optimistic about the future, pessimistic about now Trying to figure out why, not about how In need of love, shine away from affection, In a crowed room, feeling neglection Need to be felt, cringe at a touch Need to find love, but neer can trust I laugh at my pain, tears won't stop flowing Heart is so dark, anger is glowing Stand for my rights, coward in a corner Stand in a crowd, always a loner Living on a wish, hope never lasts Trying to move on, stuck on the past Living for something that won't happen, hard to say good bye, The truth, never revealed, everything's a lie Love is not the answer, yet , the only thing that heals Have to face my problems, never wanna deal Want to know the truth, yet i shield my ears Want to feel reality, only what I can bear Wanting to really live, hoping to finally die Stumble on my words while trying to speak my mind Happiness I crave, sadness is all I feel See no end is near, I hope I learn to deal.